Marcus Baker (Ginny And Georgia) One Shots

Anxiety and weed.

Recently I have had some problems. A lot of anxiety problems. I know that seems like really "basic bitch" thing to say but it's true. With all of my friends shutting me out because they are all fighting I've just been alone. And the one year date since my little sister passed is today.

I've been hanging out with Marcus smoking weed a lot recently because he told me it would ease my anxiety and help me calm down and relax.

Today is definitely horrible. I'm in school rn so I don't wanna be stoned so I've been sober all day so far. Im currently in 5th period. Me and Marcus have this same class together. We have English. I started feeling a pain in my chest. I know this feeling. And it's definitely not good.

I've been thinking about my sister all day and it's not helping. My breath starts to get hitched and the pain is getting worse. I put a hand in my chest and try to calm myself. Marcus noticed this and put a hand on my shoulder. He sits beside me.

It calms me a little bit but not much. It starts to get worse.

"Sir can we please step out into the hall, thanks." Marcus says without letting the teacher give him a response. We step into the hall and we walk towards the girls locker room. No one's ever in there so we go in and sit by the showers. We sit down on the floor next to eachother and he puts our hands together.

"Just calm down, i know that it's easier said then done but I'm here for you and I want you to know that." He says

I haven't spoken since earlier this morning, because if I were to talk at all I feel like I would immediately start crying. "I know it's just been touch you know?" I say then wipe my face.

He then gently grabs my head then puts my head to his chest. I'm guessing this is his silent way of making me listen to his heart and breathing to calm myself down.

Once I'm finally calmed down I lift my head from his chest and move myself away from him. I feel bad for being this close to him because of the fact that he should be like a brother to me I mean he's always been there for me but I caught feelings for him awhile ago but I realized at the wrong moment. When I say him and Ginny together. And I knew that I couldn't ever do anything or move forward with my feelings.

"What's wrong? You know other then the obvious" he says with a light laugh

I giggly a little bit then I just look at him. I kept looking at him for a good thirty seconds. Until I finally look away I realized that's definitely not a good idea. Any small thing can make him figure out that I have feelings for him.

"I love you." He randomly says to me.

"What..." I say kind of startled.

"I love you." He repeats to me as to almost get it through my thick skull of what he just said.

"You know I do. And I have for awhile and I know you feel the same way."

"You know?" I say. I'm honestly really shocked.

"I know this isn't the right time given the day but I feel like I need to tell you." He starts to move closer to me again and lightly puts his hand on my face.

"I love you." He says again soft while looking at me. He leans in and out lips finally touch. It feels so surreal.

I miss him back with everything in me. We continue kissing and he puts his one hand around my waist. He slips his tongue in my mouth and we keep going back and forth and I grab into his hair wanting more. He pulls away for a second and I keep my eyes closed. I feel something in between my lips and I open my eyes. I then see a joint between my lips as he's already lighting it.

We both start laughing as I take a hit into my mouth. I grab him by his shirt pull him back in and blow the smoke in his mouth. We both laugh and contribute to sit there.

Once we're finally done smoking I just close my eyes. I have my head in his lap and he's playing with my hair. I definitely feel a lot better.

"We better get to class" I say sitting up.

He pulls me back down to his lap and says "we'll not really I had my parents sign us out so we are free to leave whenever we want." He smiles then kisses me.

We continue to kiss then I pull away. "Wait how were the able to do that if they aren't my parents." I ask

"Honestly don't ask me they used to do it for max's friends all the time." He says.

"Well that makes sense. Sooooo wanna go back to your place and watch a movie." I ask them I smile like a kid on Christmas morning.

"You know I do love"

We get up then start to head out. He grabs my arm and pulls me back into a kiss. "You never said it back." He said muffled between my lips.

"I love you." I say back to him.