I've been so exhausted lately,
not entirely sure why.
But for no apparent reason at all,
I tend to break down and cry.
I think its just my mind hitting me all at once.
Reminding me my life is a lie.
What I really try to do,
is hide it by being shy.
This way they'll think I'm normal,
they won't expect I would want to die.
And now I just stay up late,
wondering about the informal, forced goodbye.
