lost

amnesia .

ahngies pov.

i woke up and saw that luke was gone because he had to go to the studio to make more songs .

i quickly got up and showered . after showering , i got my suitcases out and packed all my stuff . i walked over to luke's drawers and opened one of them . it had my favorite sweater of his . it was a bring me the horizon sweater .

i grabbed everything and packed it into my chrysler . i drove about a ten minute drive to my little cousins house . i already texted her about leaving luke , and were planning on getting me a new phone number .

i arrived at her house and grabbed my suitcases out the car . she opened the door and we instantly hugged each other .

" oh my gosh we haven't seen each other in like forever . "

" i know right . " i say as i unpacked my stuff in the guest room .

" im gonna go shower jay . " i say and grab my pajamas

after i got out the shower , jay instantly shows me a video .

it was an audio video of lukes new song . the song was called , amnesia .

i knew that the song was about me because the lines explain what happened the past few days ago .

" oh my god jay . " i say breaking into tears .

she tells me to go get dressed and that i could sleep with her tonight . i get my spandex and the sweater i took from luke .

i tiptoe into jays room because she was sleeping . i lay next to her and begin to cry . jay turns around and cuddles into me .

" i - i can't believe i did th - this . " i sob

" its okay , you could've done the right thing . " jay whispered , rubbing my back .

i slowly drifted to sleep while jay continued to calm me down .

maybe this is a good thing .