lost

facing fears

ashton's pov.

"anyone wanna go swimming?" i asked after we all ate breakfast i got sure an yeah from the boys and a not really from angelica. "babe, why don't you want to go swimming?" i asked her " can i talk to you alone?" she asked me "yep." i said popping the "p". we walk upstairs and into my room "soo. whats up?" i asked her

angelica's pov.

"soo. whats up?"  ashton said as he sat on the bed i locked the door "well. I didnt want to tell you guys but luke knows. but um I didnt want to go swimming because i would show my cuts and the would burn from chlorine." i said "wait what ? what cuts? baby, what did you do to yourself?" he asked me without saying anything i lifted up my sleeves showing all of my cuts. his eyes teared up "ash i-im sorry. its t-too much hate" my voice croaked. he came up to me and hugged me and kissed all my cuts "its okay baby." he told me "no its not ash. EVERYONE tells me that. but i cut because it usually takes the pain. ive tried to commit suicide TWICE but luke had to always walk in!" i stopped to take a breath " I-im sorry ashton its too much for me..." i told him "its okay. let me tell you a story. you once knew a boy who liked to draw beautiful pictures that nobody saw he drew by herself alone at night locked in his bedroom out of sight the pictures were strange they came with a twist his pen was a razor and his canvas, a wrist we lay out at night watching the stars when he lifted his sleeve and showed me his scars i wasnt shocked i knew what to do so i rolled up my sleeve and said "i draw too" " ashton told me. a tears slipped out of my eyes as i looked at his cuts. only a few

faded and fresh cuts

"w-why did y-you c-cut ashton?" i asked quietly " i got hate aswell and youre the only person that knows." he said as took his soft plum lips and placed them on my lips.

'we just shared our darkest secrets' i thought

ITS A CUTE CHAPPIE BUTT ITS SAD AT THE SAME TIME BECAUSE THEY BOTH CONFESSED THEIR DARKEST SECRETS 

BYE LOVELIES. <3 <3