It's Always You [ Rosé X Male Reader ]

Chapter 20 - "I'm sorry,I Love You"

Y/N POV

It's been 6 months since me and Rosé broke up,me and myself back again. With my laptop and works.

Everywhere I go,I always saw her YSL ads and that makes me feel that I miss her. But there's nothing I can do. I don't want any of us getting hurt by each other.

"Y/N ah,I heard you going to YSL after party and perform there" Dohwan said as I nodded "Yeah,need to find a song for me to sing" I said.

"What if you meet Rosé?" He asked as I stopped typing and sighed "I don't know. Maybe just gonna ignore her" I said and he smile.

"Do what your heart says so. Believe in yourself my man" He said as he tapped my shoulder as I just chuckled and nodded.

TIME SKIP

The YSL After Party is at Paris so I flew there last night and this morning I just relax and lay down on my bed.

After a few hours I play with my laptop,I go to the stylist room and get ready.

My outfit

As I enter the party venues, there's a lot of table and chairs and the guest.

I bowed and say hi to all who saw me and I talked to some of the guest. When the party started,I take my seat.

I look as I try to search for her,just in case. I didn't see her and I sighed relieved, thank God I won't meet her tonight.

After speech after speech, finally it's my time to perform. I went to the stage with my guitar.

I sit down and fix my mic as introduce myself "Hi I'm Y/N. A producer to a company named R entertainment. Today I'll sing "For Now" hope you enjoyed.

I'll send you pictures all the time
Of our friends when they're too drunk and telling stories
I'll keep you right here in my brain
Even when we're waking up in different cities

I sang as I play the guitar and heard that everyone clapped and cheer for me that makes me happy.

I know it's hard to feel so
Close to someone
That's so far away

But for now
I'll love you through the phone
And for now
Our friends will fill this home

My eyes look at the audience as my eyes stopped at that one person. The person that I really really wish not to meet tonight.

I'm really gonna miss you
But I'll kiss you through the screen
For now
'Til you come home to me

I sang and I saw how her face soften when I sang the last verse.

In the shadow of the moon
Found a memory of that night we were in Portland, mm
Of the moment I told you
That no matter where we are, you're still my best friend