Chapter 19 State Of Grace
I rush out of the hotel, sliding my black raybans on and pushing my hair out of my face. I trundle down a little side path, tears streaming down my face. I walked, I walked where ever my feet took me. I was so upset, how could Phil do it to me.. With my best friend! My phone started playing TroubleMaker, I quickly pulled it out of my bag and answered it. "Hello?.." I answer quietly. "Rachael where are you?.." Phil's voice echoed through the phone. "Piss off." I hung up, and started run. I don't know where I ran, but there was a busy street. The lyrics to the song State Of Grace flooded into my head.
"I'm walking fast through the traffic lights
Busy streets and busy lives
And all we know, is touch and go
We are alone with our changing minds
We fall in love 'til it hurts or bleeds or fades in time
And I never (never) saw you coming
And I'll never (ever) be the same."
That's when I heard Phil's voice behind me. I turned around to see the tall, skinny, ivory skinned Phil Lester. "What now Phil?!" I yell, wiping my eyes. "It's not what it looked like!" I could tell he was lying. I turned around and the road was bare, no cars. I begun to walk, halfway through the road Phil called my name again. "What now?!" I yelled once more, turning around and standing on the road. "I wasn't the one who kissed her!" I screamed, "You're not serious are you?! You're making me loo-" That's when I got cut off by Phil screaming my name. I turned my head before everything went dark.
I got thrown under a car, the wheels running over my body. The darkness felt nice, is this what it was like to die? I heard feint screams, cries and profanities of Phil, Dan, Sophie, Chris and Pj, it was horrible.
"Rachael... Come on... Wake up, please..." I felt Phil shaking my hand, crying. Little did he know, I was gone forever... I tried screaming, crying, kicking my legs, waving my arms, but my mangled body lied on a hospital bed, lifeless and cold. "I'm sorry Phil!" I screamed, not a noise...
Have you ever screamed so loud, nobody could hear you?.. A desperate cry for help, to save you from the horrible fate you've been destined with?
Someone save me...
