I am lost in the sea of lost people.
I keep on chasing the unknown.
I deny the struggle I have known.
I live a life as I constantly fall.I am headed for the unknown.
I love myself more and more.
I feel my very core as it sores.
I have no one direction to go.I could no longer deny what I know.
I have become sinful, more and more.
I know the reality of my sinful nature.
I can only cry as I look in the mirror.I no longer want to live.
I give up trying and fighting.
I give away the joy and hope.
I only want to give.I is a selfish word.
I is always alone.
I is never shown.
I is closing doors.
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