Confessions (Rant Room, maybe?) / the restless mind

Confession No. 26

I dream of a man who's available
I dream of a man who's not ashamed of being with me
I dream of a man who's going the extra mile just to be with me
I dream of a man who doesn't let his pride hinder his actions to show love and affection.

I am dreaming too much.

I pray for a man who's available.
I pray for a man who is not ashamed of being with me.
I pray for a man who's going the extra mile just to be with me
I pray for a man who doesn't let his pride hinder his actions to show love and affection.

I am praying too much.

I am too much that's why no one stays.
Or maybe I am too little so no one stays.

I will be labeled as shallow
And there's a part of me that's hollowed