Confessions (Rant Room, maybe?) / the restless mind

Confession No. 19

I don't wanna hold you back
I don't wanna be the reason why
I don't wanna pin you down
I don't wanna be

But when it comes to you

I am capable of being selfish
Being greedy
I want you all by myself
All for me

And that's obsesssion
Maybe, you're right
I am obsessed
And maybe, you should stay away

But I don't want that

I want you with me
I want you in me
I want you all of me
I want you forever

But you don't want me

I can see
I can feel
I can sense
I can

But all these faculties dysfunction

I can't see
I can't feel
I can't sense
That you don't want me

I know I'm not stupid
You don't want me

(Tug of war)

Bye.

(Left behind,
I thought he wouldn't leave
But he did.
I didn't mean to say goodbye.
I just got tired of them
always have the first say with goodbye.)

...
Hello again.

I just woke up from a nightmare.