Couldn't get there

Chapter 1: has it ended yet

A/N. Sup everyone. I just want to say that this is an original story and the characters are mine along with the art so... Yeah. I hope you like it

Has it ended yet, the question I ask myself everyday, well more like every minute, the banging never stops, no matter where you are, it continues, all the time. In your sleep, in your dreams, until it to much to bear and then you give up, cause thats the only thing you can do. You give up, and hope that they are holding true to their promise to protect your family, protect everyone's family for what beyond that wall and inside it. Sometimes I just sit here, on the thin blanket they call a bed, and wonder, why the world is like this. I am sure that at least one of you have seen a high school drama, and wondered why can't my life be like this, well guess what your not the only one... Me and my family used to sit together, around a fire... While watching stupid movies that have done nothing, because even though we watch those movies late into the night and laughed all night long, I'm still here pretending that everything is okay, that their fine without me, and who knows maybe they are, maybe while I'm sitting here in the darkness of my mind and my room, there out there having a better life, maybe there getting food and fresh water, while I lay down here begging every single day that someone will come and rescue me, save me from this hell hole.
But hey, as long as there okay, I will go through hell and back to make sure there okay. But at least there not here, so unless there outside the wall there doing better then me, and I'm okay with that.

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The days I spend here don't matter, the hours go by in the blink of anf eye, the days the same, if I could cont how long I've been down here I would guess somewhere around half a year or more. Six painful, full month worth of nothing but working my butt of just so they can get the shit and metal they need to make their stupid weapons, so they can protect us, if I'm being honest I think they just want to protect themselves, not that it changes anything for us.
I guess I should tell you how it happened , how I ended up being down in these awful mins. Okay so seven months ago whatever is behind the wall the protects use attached us, I saw it for the most part they look like humans but... I'm not so sure anymore, they came at night, I was out walking, I had been going out to get something, something so insignificant I can even remember what it was. Anyway, I heard a scream, an awful scream that sounded as if life was being taken out of the being, so I ran to it, just to see something, it was impossible to describe so beautiful and and lovely that I bet looking it in the eye would fulfil all your dreams, until it riped out your throat with claws so big and terrifying that they nearly scared the life out of me. So I ran, for my life, all the whole it was taking apart the body of one of my best friends, I ran and ran, and ran until it reach my house, my family was home, after they heard the sirens go off they went inside and locked the door behind them, I was okay, even if that meant I was gonna die, as if on que the second it finish realizing I'll be okay with dieing one of the beast, creatures what ever to call them I'm not sure, cars running at me right there, it takes me a minute to realize that if I sätt here the moment it's done with me it gets to them, so I ran as far as I could get, just as it leaps for me and I am sure that I am going to die, something jumps at it, or rather someone, taking the beast to the ground, I can't see there are so many black dots on the edge of my vision, I blackout. It take maybe five minutes or something much longer, however of that I am unsure of. But I know for sure that the face I see is not someone I've ever seen before. However I don't get any time to admire his beauty cause he's splashing with water tell me to get up and run for house, I don't know this man, and I never will but I listen and run I think he says something but it don't hear it I just run and run.
The attacks continued for about three weeks before they started coming to house's and ask, everyone who wasn't important to offer at least one child for the mins. By the time they came to my house the had said it was best if it was boys because girls complain and cry. We where only girls at my house aside from my father, who was the only man, and the only parent we had, me and my little sisters. They asked to see all of use before they picked, but it was obvious that they would take my father, he was a man, but he was a sick one, and though he could take care of us and make sure we got everything we needed I knew deep down that if they took him I wouldn't survive, so when they said my father, I told them to take me instead I promised that if they made sure that my family was fine I would work and I wouldn't day one bad word about it. And here I am now, dieing inside knowing that if I give up they win.

I begin to thrash in me sleep, i keep dreaming, of this one person.
One man, or a boy, possible my age, maybe a bit older. With beautiful eyes the color of night, but it looks like night with stars, freckles in his eyes so light, so many, they might as well have taken the night sky and put it there. I would spend hour just looking into those eyes if I could.
But his eyes are just the beginning, his face, is just, wow, i mean, his jaw is uneven and chiseled. He is plain and simple the most beautiful person i have ever seen, who the fuck am i kidding, the most beautiful person alive. His dark hair, just long enough to run your fingers through it, so beautiful. But nothing can compare to the way my name on his lips and he says it just one word. "Catrine"
Just one word fills me with do much hope for the future, as if something important lies ahead of me. The way his eyes looked as he said my name, it seemed to be telling me we'd see each other soon.

Hey there everyone and anyone. I know this is kinda short but it's my first chapter, and if I'm being honest I'm super happy cuz i feel good about the chapter and where it's goin, to those of you who have any questions or statement all are welcome. But plz if you don't like the beging of the book and don't like the story, please don't not fault me, andi only write what i like and I hope you like it too. Don't worry i like writing so I will post igen, and the next chapter is already on it's way.