A Better World? (Ena X Reader)

-Calm down!-

⚠️:Mention of sh

I just remembered. I've been feeling so happy lately with Ena to the point where I've forgotten about...that. I've been clean for 15 days. I'm very proud of myself. But what was weird but good, was that when I thought of it, I didn't get the urge.
   "Uhm Ena, can I talk to you about it?" I asked. "Of course!.." I could tell she knew what it was, she looked extremely worried.
   "So... you know how I was in a terrible mental state back in my world?" "Yes.." "Well..um..those are s-scars from...you get it." "I'm so sorry Y/N I didn't know you went through that! You should have told me!" "I would have told you but I've been so much happier to where I totally forgot about it. Ena, you saved me." "T-thank you... I'm sorry. And I'm glad you're happier here, I don't want you to ever go back." "Me neither. I love you Ena." "I love you too."
I've never talked to someone about it, it felt so good to get that off my chest.
   "Well...uh, I'm going to go to bed," I mumbled. "Okay, but you seem upset, did me mentioning that make you sad? Or mad? I'm so sowwy!!" Ena replied. Her yellow half of her face turned black and her blue half turned white. "Ena, you didn't do anything wrong. You were curious. That's fine, I would just prefer if you didn't bring it up again," I snapped.
I didn't mean to yell at her like that, I feel so bad now...
"Okay..." Ena whined. She ran away to the bathroom. I stayed where I was because I knew she was mad at me and I want to just let her calm down.
"I'm such a howwible perwson!!! Y/N hates me so, so, SOOOO much!!! I should just die!! I HATE mysewf!!" I heard Ena screaming in the bathroom. I ran over there to try to calm her down. As soon as I opened the door, she yelled, "I KNOW YUW HATE ME!! I'LL WEAVE!! YUW NEVEWR HAVE TO SEE ME AGAIN!!" "Ena, calm down!" I responded. Her black side disappeared and her skin turned grey as her other side reappeared. Her whole body was also blocky and both sides of her hair were long. Her face was also..on her hands? I don't think I've ever seen her like this. She started to continuously whine and scream.
"Ena, you're okay, you're fine. I don't hate you, you were curious, its okay. And I didn't mean to snap at you, I'm sorry. It's my fault, I'm sorry. And please don't leave, please don't. If I didn't randomly fall through my floor to get here, I probably wouldn't even be alive. Ena, please don't leave," I pleaded.
She stopped whining and she calmed down. She returned back to normal, but her mouth was still on her blue side and static tears were still flowing, but slower. "R-really?" Ena stammered. "Yes. I love you," I replied. "I-I love y-you too..." Ena mumbled.
After that, we didn't talk and just went to bed. As I laid in bed, I wondered, why was her face on her hands? I know she changes 'forms' when she has different moods, but was that like her full mental breakdown form? Probably.

Author note:
I am so sorry I didn't get this out sooner! I just have a lot going on, with school, and my bsf is leaving my school which is really upsetting me at the moment, but sadly I'll have to deal with it. The next part probably won't be out for a WHILE. I hate to keep having whoever enjoys this story waiting, I'm sorry, but I'll try to get the next part out soon!