[ Why am i always the comfort ? I'm not fit for it , Plus comforting people isn't good for me, but idrm ig /V ]
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[ Other then the vent , i suppose my days have been alright , i was talking to my lover alot ((S<3))
he's silly/pos. Rn i'm listen to music ((it's kinda sad ig // Last Night - Morgan wallen + on loop/NAV)) idk some of his music makes me feel okay/pos ]
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[ I miss L why did he leave? idk im just not good enough i suppose , i knew that anyways /V]
[ ahah another vent ; FUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOU IHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOU LET ME BE FUCKING HAPPY STFU I HATE YOU YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE I HATE YOU WHY CANT I BE LIKE YOU. FUCK YOU STAN I HATE YOU IDFK WHY I LOVED YOU , YOU TOXIC BITCH. I HURT MYSELF CAUSE OF YOU. /V]
[ TW/CW : Tbh , I want them to hurt me. ((not in a sexual way)) I need to be hurt. I just wanna be fucking hurt like i deserve. I deserve to be hurt like the LITTLE BITCH I AM , he always says '' oh youre perfect! '' '' Oh youre beautifull !! '' Wrong. sssooo fucking wrongg. I HATE WHO I WAS BEFORE. I feel like him and K are making fun of me behind my back and fucking laughing. ]
---- ♚ 𝓡𝓮𝓶 , 𝓞𝓾𝓽.
