yeah im so done with shit
i dyed my hair to try and cope with this fucking shit and that didn't fucking work|
i've been clean of sh for like a month
i've been watching yt and blasting my music to cope THATS NOT FUCKING WORKING IM SO CLOSE TO JUST GRABBING A FUCKING KNIFE FROM THE KITCHEN AND CUTTING.
i just
i need a way to cope other then dying my hair once like 7 months, yt & music.
hell, i try to talk to people and they just tell me im dry????? what the fuck man
anyways
i had an outburst yesterday bc my ex left me like THREE FUCKING DAYS AGO AND NOW HE FUCKING LIKES ANOTHER DUDE WTF ? idfk i may sound toxic but im fuckin hurt tbh