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IM SO FUCKING DONE OF THIS
ISTG IF SOMEONE FUCKING RUINS THOS FOR ME ISTFG
IHATEMYSELFIHATEMYSELFFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
i dunno if i can do this anymore
i wanna fucking stab myself.
i hate 99% of people right fucking now
i hate everybody 
i hate my mom
i had my dad
i have my irls
i hate jack
i hate lee
i hate will S.
i hate sunny
i hate i hate i hate

ALL I FUCKING DO IS LOVE PEOPLE
AND I GET HATE
i just cant do this
sleep hates me
luna hates me
kenny hates me
luxx hates me
forest hates me
ashe hates me
nattie hates me
alex hates me
maggie hates me
D' hates me

all my friends / partners hate me

i hate myself

i wanted to see how many painkillers could kill me and all i got was some stupid help number.

i fucking hate myself
i was just acting like s
'' you don't need me ''
fuck i miss him tbh
i keep listening to the song that reminds me of him
i just .. don't have the balls to start over with him
i mean i wanna
but i just can't.
i just wish he was sober that night.
maybe if he was , we'd still be talking.
maybe i should talk to him again
maybe him and i could restart
... fuck im nervous to ask him 
okokokok i got this
just gotta friend him and ask
simple

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