The visit

Chapter four : just in a blink off an eye

March 25th 2015
I got back to Korea some days ago, I've been feeling sick, I have been throwing up especially in the morning. It was so bad I had to take a break from work.
My manager told me go to the hospital so right now I'm on my way to the hospital.
I finally reached and the doctor started to examine me and ask questions. When he finished asking me questions he told me to pee in a small container. After two hours of waiting he came back with my results.
"You're pregnant," the doctor said.
"Wh-what?" I asked.
I started to break down and sob loudly. The doctor gave me and tissue box and left the room to give me time to collect myself. After some time he came back to give me vitamins to take and he told me not to stress too much because for male pregnancy if you're stressed you'll have terrible cramps and it will affect the baby negatively.
I left the hospital, not knowing what to do, I was scared, I just wanted to break down.
I went to the park and sat down I decided the call Stephen, I got his number from the group chat that the boys made. I pressed the call. The line rang for 30 seconds, throughout those seconds anxiety took over me.
"Hi Hye," he answered the phone.
"Um hi.... Um I'm just calling because I wanted to tell you something," I told him.
"Okay I'm listening," he said.
"I-I'm pregnant," I said.
He didn't say anything so I continue speaking.
"I don't know what to do please say something," I said.
"What do you want me to say? Huh? What do you want me to do?" He said with anger lacing his voice.
"I don't know please just help me, I don't really know what to do," I replied.
"Look, Hye, I'm a married man and I have a child I have to be faithful to them I can't help you nor can I be involved in this, I have a family to take care of, I can't be involved in this," he said.
"You didn't know all this when you were raping me, where were all these thoughts when you raped me?huh?"I said with tears streaming down my face.
"Hye don't call my phone again, I don't want to be involved in this, this is your responsibility, I wish you well," he said and ended the call.
"Asshole," I scoffed.
I went home and my manager called me and asked me what the doctor said, I told him it was the flu , he told me get better and rest then he ended the call.
I went to bed because I was feeling a bit stressed.