Kokushibo x Douma (school au)

Why..

Warning - smut(not really just like 🍆 yk?🤷)

This is just a note that I don't ship dokaza tho I respect the ship

Douma pov

He grabbed my wrists together really hard and put them above my head and started attacking my neck, I begged him to stop."Hm~ Akaza! Please..sto-op..!" He wouldn't listen and moved his hands all around my body, giving me a weird feeling I wish I hadn't felt. A tingle feeling rushed through my body. My back still hurts from when he pushed me. I wish I could hold my whining back and my moans but it feels so good, but not with the right person.

I didn't notice he already undressed me and him. I hadn't ment to look but he was pretty big, I was genuinely scared. I never gave consent, why am I letting him do this to me?, Am I.. enjoying it?, No I dont like Akaza like that. Then what is i- 'GASP' "AH!" I covered my mouth, not wanting to make these sounds. It hurt so bad, he kept going and going. "Ngh~ ak-akaza..ple-please stop!.."

Akaza pov

I thrusted in and out, fast, hard. He begged me to stop. I didn't listen, I wanted him and now. I wanted to please him and him only, douma needs to understand 'i love him' not kokushibo. "Damn...your t-tight" he's so tight "Sh-shut hm~ up..!" He told me as he started to cry, I dont know what kind of cry it was and I also don't care, this moment in special to me and I will never forget it.

4 hours pass-

Douma pov

I woke up feeling aching all over my body, remember what happened earlier.
'oh god's I did it with my best friend. Can I even call him that. Its not my fault. I stood up and an aching pain shot up all over my back(it's logic) and my legs hurt so bad its hard to walk. I ended up limping the whole way

I finally made it to my room and checked my phone. "Shit..I missed school." And a lot of missed called and texts from kokushibo

-incoming call from kokushibo -

"Uh..". I'll answer it
Call
'k' Douma! Are you alright you werent at school today?

'D' hey..yea uhm about that..can I come over later and spend the night there? I'm currently in situation..?

K- yea sure come when you feel like it but what happened

D- I'll tell you when I'm there

K-oh okay uhm bye then

D- hangs up

At kokushibo cause I'm lazy

Douma pov

I knock on his door waiting for a response.

"Hey douma" kokushibo opens the door  I bursed I to tears and hugged him tightly. "Douma?" I couldn't get a single word out of me. I just wanted to be in his arms and him comfort me.

Kokushibo is all I want his love his voice not Akaza, not my best friend.

After douma explained everything to kokushibo what happened. "Douma I'm so sorry" he did hugging me "Yea I'm scared on what he'll do next if I stay" we stayed silent for a little bit till I started to doze off think about kokushibo touch nothing else.

Akaza pov

I don't know why I did that to douma I feel so bad, I'm sure he hates me know. I'll have to make it up to him when I get back. I could go to a pet store and get him a cat since that's his favorite animal and roses for a apology.

He'll be dumb enough to fall for it.

So this was vvvv rushed and I'm dealing with things idk if I can solve but Please give me ideas for a next part.