𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗜𝘀 𝗘𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 ☆♥︎𝐙𝐍𝐍 𝐅𝐀𝐍𝐅𝐈𝐂☆♥︎

Worried♾️

Since I went home to the condo yesterday, I haven't been going out again, My phone has been ringing non-stop from Sir Zee, Leon and Alpha but I didn't answered one of them, My eyes are swollen from crying, Once again I was killed by the pain cause by the close to me, This pain was unbreathable and unbearable, I already used to be alone so why do they have to show up Infront of me, I don't need them, I don't need their mercy, I just crouched next to my bed while my pulse is numb.

Zane.... Pick me up babe, I'm struggling, I'm so tired.

After what happened do I still had the work to go back to?

I'm sure I disappointed sir zee, Yesterday's meeting was important but I ruined it again, why does bad luck always cling to me, Why my life always like this.

I saw the broken picture frame where the picture of me and Zane was, Even though my hand was numb I still reached for it and smiled sadly, My tears started to fall while looking at the picture with blood stained on the side.

I ruined our picture, I ruined the only memory I have with you; I put it on my chest and my tears continued to flow. I had to leave this country, He found me so it is not impossible that dad will find me too.

I bowed my head to my knees even more because I didn't know what to do, I didn't know the right thing to do because my mind was a mess, Fear dominated my heart.

Why do I always suffered from all this pain, What did I do to deserve all this?

( Zee Pov )

I still haven't saw nunew since he left yesterday, He doesn't answer my calls either, I'm scared and worried about him, He's in pain and I just now realized everything, Those wound is caused by him because that's what he thinks the way to calm himself down, He's been hurt for so long and even more difficult is his father himself who is the cause of his suffering.

Did he answered already? I asked Leon when he entered my room.

We still haven't contacted him Sir; I took a deep breath and nodded to him.

Where are you Nuw? I sighed deeply, I just hope he didn't hurt himself again, Anxiety wasn't a joke, Anxiety is a mental condition, It messes up our minds, It's hard to fight it because you have no other enemy but yourself, I sat in my chair and looked at my phone, It's impossible for Nat to know where he lives, I don't know the the whole story of their friendship but I feel Nunew's disappointment with Nat, Betrayal from the people you trust is very painful.

Know I understand why he didn't told me that he was the son of Chawarin corporation, His own father hurt him so bad, I know Chawarin corporation because their family is known in the business field, I was very surprised to know that his mother is Mrs. Chawarin, I can't imagine the pressure Nunew had back then because of their family business, I know the boss of the Chawarin corporation is very strict and now I can be said that he's more than that because he was able to hurt his own son this badly, He cause so much pain to nunew to the point it lend him to develop the anxiety disorder, I don't want to judge him but the scars on Nunew's back that I saw yesterday is a evidence that he's acting like a demon, How could he hurt his own son like that?

I took a deep breath and leaned back in my chair.

Don't do anything bad to yourself nuw, You can overcome this, I'll help you; I look out the window and it looks like it's going to rain today.

( MAX POV )

I still can't believe from what I found out, Nunew is a Chawarin and Nat was his friend then, Nat betrayed him and his own father became the cause of his suffering? I was very confused. How did he managed to survive after all those pain and scars, I can't imagine how hard he went through.

What does nuw mean? I asked Nat since it was just the two of us here in my condo, Mrs. Chawarin stayed at the hotel nearby.

I didn't, I didn't betray him, Yes I doubted him before but I proved to myself that I was wrong, That it was not his fault, I didn't know max, I didn't know that because of what happened his life became like this, I hurt him max, I hurt the one I cared the most, I failed my promise to Zane, I failed to take care of him, I failed max; Nat began to cry, I approached him and rubbed his back.

As far as I can see, The wound in Nunew's heart is very deep, Those scars, Is it really his father who did all that, If yes, How could he hurt his son so cruelly, I can't imagine how he able to hurt his own son to the point nunew had depression and anxiety, Those mental health sickness is not a joke Nat, It never crossed my mind that despite his silence, The wound in his heart is deep, His a good man, He's a good person; I told Nat, He he continued to sob in my arms.

What really happened to him back then Nat? I asked him, I rubbed his back as he sobbed into my arms. He wiped his tears and he look at me sadly.

Our own friend was the first to break his trust and I was one of them, He's our little prince back then, He had everything but he remained kind to the people he was close to, Out of our six friends, me and Zane are the ones he always hangs out with so I was surprised if they learned to love each other, Zane became his world, I saw how happy he was whenever the two of them were together, Max, Nunew was an heiress to Chawarin corporation that's why Tito's expectations were too high for him, Nunew did everything to make his dad proud because he's the only son of thier family, The day came when Zane got sick, Zane was diagnosed of brain cancer and it was bad, Nunew got hurt when he found out about that but he never left Zane side, On the last day of Zane in this world, He should go to the hospital but that was also the day his world collapsed just because of a lie, He beg his dad to believe him but Tito's anger prevailed and he embarrassed nunew Infront of everyone, He hurt his own son inside the campus, You told me max that you know the Chawarin but you made a mistake because they are not the people you always talk about, Tito is a heartless man, The reputation of their family is more important to him than Nunew's feelings, His reputation is more important to him than anything else, I think you know what he did to Nunew, right? You ask me, Yes, Uncle did it no one else; He said, I wiped his tears and hugged him, It's only now that I've heard that kind of father, Put the reputation of the family before his own child? I close my eyes and let out a deep breath, I hope nunew didn't hurt himself, Anxiety was one of the hardest battle because you have no other opponent but yourself, You had to win over yourself to survive. I called zee awhile ago and until now they have not seen nunew again and it has been four days since he confront his Mother.

Don't do anything that can hurt yourself nuw, I know that you can overcome all of this, I believe in you.