Nialls pov
"Eating disorder?" Nicklas asks. "And suicidal and always overthinking oh and lets not forget i am always scared," i say. They looks at me confused. "Thats a lot. How come?" Mason asks.
"I got bullied by the girlfriends of my brothers and friends. Also I had a really bad year behind me so that would explain a lot more," they smile sad and i can tell they feel really bad. They don't even know. "Wanna tell us why your year was so hard?" Aivy asks. "Not really," i say shyly again.
I hate myself so fucking much! Why cant i be normal? Why can't i be hot like Liam? Why can't liam just see me?
After lunch i have a group therapy with the lads. I sit down next the lads. They told me they're here for a couple weeks now. So this is their 3th. The girls has been here for just 1 week so they have their first session today too. Everyone starts talking and the nurse turns to me.
"What is your story?" She asks kindly. Everyone turns to me and i just black out. I feel my head turning red. "We can't just throw him before the bus like that! He is still scared!" Mason says. "He needs to tell us someday," one of the others says. "You didn't say a word tell week 50!" Someone else says. Thats long. "It cant be worse then my story!" I scoff and cross my arms.
Liams pov
I miss Niall already. The lads and i are in Nialls room and we hear a knock. Louis opens the door and we see Evie. "Can i explain why i did what i did?" She asks. I nod, i love to know why.
"The other girls know something about me i don't wanna come out. They said if i didn't do as they say they would tell the whole school," she says. I look at harry. He nods he can feel her emotions. "I am sorry! I didn't mean to be like that! I knew how important Niall is to you and i didn't wanna let the whole school know my secret," she says. She now has tears in her eyes.
"Tell us your secret," i say. "I like girls," she says embarrassed. Oh shit. It goes silence and Evie starts crying. Harry hugs her.
"I wanna apologize to Niall but he doesn't answer his phone. Where is he?" She asks worriedly. I bit my lip and not in the sexy way. I really do miss him! "You can't tell the school," i need her to promise this. "Cross my heart hope to die!" She says. "He... uhm... he is rehab," zayn says struggling and mia hugs him.
"It is our fault isn't it?" Evie asks. "Niall has always been eating really bad but yeah i am not lying to you it is kinda your fault. But not completely cus he already was a bad eater," Louis says. "He has been through a lot so its not just you girls. Besides he has been suicidal since middle school," i tell her. She looks down.
