Family day
Nialls povI was getting ready. So i got a bit more weight and i seriously cried for that! I know thats stupid but i cried over a few pounds.
"Is your family coming?" I ask Nicklas. "No, they disowned me," he says. I look at him confused. "I wasnt the boy they wanted me to be. That is also the day i became suicidal," he says. I feel so bad for him. "You can meet mine?" I ask him.
"Is your mate Liam coming too?" He asks with a smirk. He is the only one who knows i like liam. Which is kinda nice, nicklas is straight so it feel kinda safe to tell him.
"I definitely hope so! If he doesn't i think I'll hang myself," i say jokey but nicklas doesn't see the fun. "No! Niall James Banner can't hang himself! He is too good for that!" He says and we laugh.
"We can look how jealous he gets when i am around you? If i was gay i would definitely fall for you!" He says. "What are you planning?" I ask when we walk to the breakfast table. "How about i give you a kiss on the cheek. We see how he reacts," he says.
"It can go 2 ways for you then. 1 if he doesn't like my brothers will punch you in the face like super hard. 2 if he does like me he will punch you in the face also super hard," i say. "Who will punch who?' Aivy asks. "Oh i wanna see that!" Mason says.
"So I'll be punched in the face anyway?" He asks and i nod. "Okay i can live with that!" Nicklas says. "Why is he getting punched in the face?" Aivy asks. Nicklas looks at me with the look can we tell them so i nod. "Niall has a crush on one of his friends and we are gonna see how he reacts if i kiss niall on the cheek," nicklas explains and the others burst out laughing.
We start to eat. It goes a bit better then normally so that's nice. I don't have to go to group therapy with the lads cus last time went way worse than the 1th time.
After breakfast the families walk in. I don't see mine yet, Zayn is probably being annoying cus he needed to wake up early. I sit with Nicklas and we're just messing around.
"See Zayn! Cus of you he went back to his room! Cus you protested to wake up! Now we're late!" Louis basically yells at Zayn. They don't see me sitting on the ground so i stick out my food which makes harry fall.
"Thinking such a thing louis!" I say. "That hurted niall!" Harry tells me. "I didn't feel like standing up!" I say.
"Niall get up!" Dad says with a smile. He helps me up and i hug him. Nicklas gets up too. When i pull back from the hug Nicklas places his arms around my shoulder and gives me a kiss on the cheek. He lets go of me and starts running. I see all lads looking mad, okay this wasn't going to plan.
"You uh got a boyfriend?" Liam asks muttering. I can't say a word cus liam never mutters. "Who is helping killing me!" Zayn yells. "No! No!" I tell them. "Why not?" Harry asks. "He is just a friend. We just wanted to see your reactions! Mostly Liams," the last part was mumbled cus no one can know. "Why mostly me?" Liam asks. Of course he heard! "I have my reasons!" I say. Dad decided to go back and the lads stay.