Dreamt - Xingyun fanfic

"What is this feeling?"

Xinqui Pov:
UGHH. None of these books were helping at all. I sighed as I knew that I only had one option left- asking my brother. Unfortunately, he wasn't home so I just had to ask my sister, Yelan. Although I knew she would tease me hours on end because of it, it still had to be done.
"Yelann!" I called.
"Yes Xingqui?"
"I need to ask you something serious."
"What is it?"
"Well I need help working out whether I'm in love or not."
She burst out in a fit of laughter before she spoke again.
"I bet it's Chongyun~~"
Defeated, I let out a small nod.
"HAH! I KNEW IT!"
"Just help me work it out already!"
"Well how do you feel around him?"
"Sometimes I have this strange feeling in my heart, it starts beating faster and, I can't really explain it but it feels.. nice"
"That's love alright. Anyways, thanks for the free recording! Bye!" She shut the door and left with her phone in her hand.
That girl just had to record my confession, didn't she? I'm still not sure though, I can't trust her completely

Chongyun pov:
I still can't believe I told him that! What if he thinks I'm weird now? No, what if he... doesn't want to be friends anymore? I've known him for a long time, i dont think he would abandon me after countless years of friendship, right?
I'm sure everything would be just fine, even better if Xiangling DIDN'T walk in on us. Now that I think about it, why did I do that? It's not like I like him or something... is it?

I grabbed a popsicle and started biting it. (This guy has teeth of steel 💪) Maybe I should ask Xiangling about this stuff, I'm pretty sure she's been in a few relationships before. Or what about aether? He's dating xiao right? Xiangling it is then.
Messages with 'Food addict'
Me: Hi xiangling
Food addict: hiiii! You can tell me anything yk!
Me: I know your screen recording this. Turn it off.
Food addict: fineeee! Why'd u have to be such a party pooper?
Me: I need to ask you something.
Food addict: go on then
Me: how do you know when you're   in love?
Food addict: AAAAA THIS IS ABOUT XINGQUI ISNT IT
Me: just answer my question
Food addict: well, your heart feels weird and it starts beating faster...or slower
Food addict: it's not something you can quite put into words but it feels really nice
Me: oh...

I had to admit, she was scarily accurate. These are the feeling that I had around Xingqui for quite some time now.

Food addict: IM GUESSING THATS A YES THEN! YOU LIKE XINQUI DONT YOU?
Me: even if i did, I'd never admit it
Food addict: Good because I was planning to ask him out!

Me: What? You can't do that. I like him and he's mine
Bitch who needs to throw herself off a bridge: HHAHAHA YOU ADMITTED IT CUZ I WAS JUST LYING
Me: ugh, I guess I'll have to change your contact name again
Food addict: wait, what did you change it to after I told you I was gonna ask him out?
Me: nothing
Food addict: I'm not buying it but okay then, I guess I'll leave you to be.

I guess that does mean I like, no, love him but how could I not? Everything about him is perfect! His amber eyes, his hair, his smile, his voice, his body, his face, his lips, his tongue, his neck, his- if I carry on any further I might get to...inappropriate places and i'll save that for when I m- never mind. Why am I thinking about those things now? I'm not usually like this! I haven't even lost my virginity yet but here I am thinking about it! These thoughts bounced around in my brain as I lay motionless in bed.