Laura, I'm sorry but I can't. I just found her. My real sister. More tears are running down my cheeks. I can't see clear anymore. How could that happen?! Why do we have to aim our guns at each other? Why lord? I don't understand? What are my options? Living in the hell of jail or stay by my family who saved me? My answer is clear. I wanna stay by my family. Getting emotional is one of the most dangerous weaknesses you have. With this thought, I wipe my tears away until I see Laura again. She is shaking. I take a big breath. „Laura, I will never forget you. But I have to protect my self..." with these words I shoot.
Laura tumbles backwards. I ran over to her to catch her before she hits the ground. She lays in my arms. My eyes are swollen. I try to hold my tears back. „Soph, I love you, for ever." With these words she passed away. She is dead. My tears aren't stoppable. What have I done? I lean my forehead against hers. „say hello to our parents." I smile. But inside of me something breaks. A place which can not be refilled. I toke a deep breath. It was the right decision. I keep reminding these words over and over again. Hoping it helps me but it doesn't. I stand up, in Trance I am turning my back on Laura,my sister, my twin. Who I will never see again.
I leave the ware house by the back door. Now I left everything behind me before my Mafia career. The dark chapter of mine.
