Murderous Love

Chapter II.

She started the shower as she got in she began crying, watching as the crimson colored water flows down the drain. The dirt on her hands washes away but it doesn't wash her guilt stained hands of all the lives she had taken.

Her long brown hair cascading down her back, she began thinking "why am i doing this?" "Do I really like taking lives?" Her thoughts consumed her, she knew exactly why they were doing this- there was no doubt about it. She recalled Sebastian's words "They deserve it, you know they do, so pull the trigger and let's go." She knew that what they did was for a reason, everything has a reason, she reassured herself.

She stepped out of the shower grabbing her towel, the fluffy cotton against her skin, she thought "these towels are pretty high quality coming from a junky motel" Usually she wouldn't check into motels, loving the luxury of the Ritz or Hilton but with what they were doing they knew that going to a hotel was risky for getting caught.

She stepped out of the bathroom seeing Sebastian sitting on a lounge chair, his curly blonde hair made him look young but those dark brown eyes held a secret, that only the two of them shared. She watched as he wrote exactly what they did that night, he was always writing every specific little detail going into that little blue notebook that he took with him everywhere. He took off his glasses showing that he was in deep thought, when he looked up and saw her.

He smiled lovingly, drawing her in, it was always that one smile that made her melt instantly his dimples would always show making his smile genuine, she decided she would get changed and stop staring at him like some creep, she thought to her self, pulling on one of Sebastian's hoodies  which went down to her thighs, once he saw her dressed he called her over motioning for her to sit on his lap, she sat and cuddled into his touch feeling safe and secure she played with his hair, as he continued writing in his notebook, he asked her "Are you hungry?" she hummed a yes, he patted her leg telling her to get up and he grabbed a sandwich he got from the cafe of the motel.

She ate it right away despite it tasting like cardboard her face scrunching up in disgust, "What even is this?" She asked, "I dont know, they said it's a tomato mozzarella sandwich, thats the only thing they had right now." He shrugged, she complied in eating it because of how hungry she was but she would never eat it again. Exhausted she climbed into the bed after finishing what eating, Sebastian put down his notebook and crawled in next to her, wrapping his cold arms around her warm body, kissing her neck he whispered how much he loved her, she turned over kissing him, "goodnight I love you" she whispered. "I love you too" he said kissing her cheek as they laid down to go to sleep.