That man who gave me the drinks, raped me thinking it was okay.. He left the room & i crawled out the window & walked down the street. Tripping on my own feet, i fall & hit my head on the curb.. I start to cry & hit myself... I yell at myself for what that guy did to me, i blame myself for not being able to get him off me in time.. I stumble to Nate & sammy's apartment, & lock my self in the bathroom. I grab Nate's razor & began to take it apart..