Worthless Thoughts

lost

I can't

Believe me I've tried

I've tried seeing through the abyss

Thinking to myself just perhaps

Perhaps I can see it through

Never did I think to myself

That I'll make it back here

It's cold dark and haughty

I feel repulsed and yet still

It's comforting

It's strange yet familiar perhaps because the voices in my head are back

They scream and they moan that finally you are home

I'm trying to shut them out but yet I don't want to

I'm losing my emotions slowly

And soon I won't know myself

I have the mask again and soon I believe I'll put it on

My face for a face

And once again my nightmare will begin

Smile

There's things best left unsaid

So just smile

Body of a man mind of a child

Farewell for once again Hero is gone

A pen and a paper and a new story is Born.

This time what would I write ✍️, I don't know

But perhaps about how I lost my soul