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" Feelings is a simple word when you write it but becomes very complex when you feel it, but Still it ease you

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" Feelings is a simple word when you write it but becomes very complex when you feel it, but Still it ease you . "

Apparently for me , It's an emotion which is hard for me to exhibit and Feel . True , I find it strenuous no matter how hard I try .

For me ,
Feelings= waste of life
Love = waste of time .

It's not a forthwith decision. It gradually started making its home in me . Each and everyday I hear them doing only one thing that is.....
I don't want to waste my time by saying that again.

I once had a dream of being Happy but life showed something else.
Unhappiness, sorrow, despondent .

It hurts again and again and gets even worsen. Now , I believe life is much better without Happiness. Not expecting anything from life is my only Funda .

Sometimes life doesn't give , it steals.

My mundane life consists of me , my work and again work . My family is also a chunk of it , Spending time with them gives me the relief which I always wanted.

Talking with my parents, having fun with them plus my siblings. My feelings and love is only for them . No special man can get that . They are my only source of happiness in this cruel world.

Just Normal .

This has been my uninterrupted schedule from past one and half year.

But it all got different when He stepped into my life, changing my reason to live .

I commemorate it like it was just yesterday, sealed to my mind and heart forever .

Me , being on one of the floor of finance department for some immediate work  and it is when he collided into me. I lost my balance but I secured myself but my phone landed near his foot.

I was busy in my smartphone, analysing few reports, and was ready to bash whoever it is.

His head was down, I was not able to see his face. My eyes wander towards my phone. I kneel down and picked it up, just as I moved my eyes up, my breath hitched.

His face , eternally beautiful , eyes closed , lips pressed against each other but mumbling quite sorrys , his face shows stress lines .

my heart fluttered . Something happened.

The sunrays coming in through the window makes his brunette hair shine brighter.

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