Lose Yourself || NOTTI OSAMA

9

MAYA

I woke up to the sound of my alarm playing in my ear. I got out of bed and did my morning routine. It was 11:46am.

"MALCOM" I shouted as I went downstairs to eat breakfast.

"Yo bro stop yelling its too early for ds" he complained. I saw him sitting at the table with his hands on his head.

"Nigga tf happened to you?" I raised a brow as I grabbed a bowl.

"Bitches b tripping das wha happened" he shook his head.

"You pressed ova a smooch?? Oh nahh" I joked as I poured my cereal.

"Maya. This is serious" he looked at me. Was he crying? He has never called me by my real name unless he was angry. Like really angry. Or really sad.

"Malcom what happened??" I started to get concerned.

"Nigga some bitch had said i got em pregnant and when I said that wasn't my baby she had told sum OG niggas and now they onto me" he sucked his teeth.

"You scared of opps??" I looked at him like he was stupid.

"NO NIGGA THEY COULD SUCK MA DICK!!! IM SCARED OF THAT BABY WTF LIKE I'M TO YOUNG FOR A FUCKING KID" he whined.

"Alr now chill w da tantrum" I started laughing.

He gave me a blank stare.

"If you KNOW you pulled out tf you complaining for??" I asked in a duh tone as I poured the milk into the bowl.

"The thing is- I DONT KNOW IF I DID" he clapped.

"YOUR FUCKING DUMB"

"MAYA YOU NOT HELPING!! If that is my baby that means I gotta take care of it. AND I DONT WANT TO" he got up from the table and he went to walk outside.

"YOU DID THAT TO YOUSELF!!!" I yelled as he walked out slamming the door behind him.

Welp

I ate my breakfast and went on Instagram. I saw the Notti nigga pop up on my feed. He wasn't ugly. AT ALL. But aye I'm an "Opp" so I can't holla. 

I went through his account and laughed at some of the reels. He was on kays DICK!! All you heard way Flocka or DOA. He can't get enough of us 😂.

I was about to comment something dumb when I got a text from Dudey.

Dookie 😀🤘🏽

Meet me @ 5577 N Charlottee St

I put my bowl in the sink and went upstairs to put on my jewelry. I had already put clothes on when I woke up (the pic at the beginning).

I put on my shoes and grabbed a hoodie just in case it was needed. I walked outside and started walking towards the address. It was only 8 minutes from my crib.

I got to a decent looking apartment complex. It looked mad squished though. Little kids were outside at the front, there was a few niggas on the porch steps smoking, and there was a crackhead digging in the trash towards an alley right next to it.

I walked past the gate and past the dudes. They looked me up and down. I put the hoodie in my left arm because that's where my DOA tattoo was. I had my knock on me I just didn't need them lighting me up in front of kids.

Once I got into the apartment I texted dudey to come get me.

"YOOOOO" he geeked as he saw me down the hallway. He gave me a hug when he got closer.

We walked up a flight of stairs when we went down a hallway full of doors. We stopped at 114.

We walked in and I saw MAD NIGGAS!!.