Lose Yourself || NOTTI OSAMA

REMINISCING ₰

*PLAY THE SONG ^*

"Today we are here with the infamous Maya B" -Dj Tappavelli

"So Maya, tell the people here what has been going on so far in your life. Last time we heard of you, you dissed OY in your song DOA ANTHEM which was almost a whole year ago!!" -Dj Tappavelli

"Well, that song went platinum and had the entire world shocked. Um after it dropped Dd had said a lot of shit on social media obviously I responded in multiple ways. Now I'm not cool with no OY members. Dudey did some grimey shit and me and Jay just stopped talking. Now my name is in they mouths everyday" - Maya

"Do you still think about Notti? How has that impacted your life so far?" -Dj Tappavelli

"Ofc I still think about him. He's going to always be my day 1. While me and my gang diss OY I will never speak on Notti's name disrespectfully. Blu and them might, but I still got love for every one of them members yfm? So I'm not gone say nun about Notti if me and him had something special going on. I miss him though, if he never died none of this would be happening but if he was still alive, I wouldn't even be cool with Blu as of right now" -Maya

"Basically what your saying is, everything happens for a reason?" -Dj Tappavelli

"I mean yeah. Every situation has a different outcome for the people around it. This situation ended in someone's life being lost. But on my end, I gained the bond back with someone I considered as family. And Dd's music is doing bigger numbers than ever. If Notti was still here, I'm sure I wouldn't be nowhere near DOA right now" -Maya

"One more question: Do you think if you could go back in time and relive your moments with Notti or change something that day, would you?" -Dj Tappaville

"If I could go back and time I most definitely would. My moments with Notti were raw and sincere. Our friends may not have fucked with each other, but we did. And that's all that really mattered when it came to him. Shit happened so fast; I wasn't really able to grasp it. I wish I cherished all the moments spent together a little more. But change something that day? I mean that doesn't mean that it wouldn't have happened. I could've let him come with me to the mall and that could possibly have kept him alive but for how long? That decision isn't stopping the fact that one of us one day were going to die. It probably wouldn't have been for years; it possibly wouldn't have happened. So to answer your question with full honesty, even if I could go back... I wouldn't belong there anymore."