It has been such a long time. I dont even know where to start although i have few things running through my head.
First of all, ive read all the old chapters and why didnt anyone tell me that user had such bad grammar. Lord just wipe it out of my sight. (Not sayin its perfect now but we workin on itt, okayy).
Second of all, i never realized the amount of love for u i held inside of me. Even thought it was obvious i really liked u.
Going back and remembering all the small things, hangouts, laughter, night calls, playing games with u and making fun of u really hit me.
Like a punch of realization in my face.
I was so dumb to let u go off just like that, maybe thats why my nickname was dumbo. It finally makes sense now 🙄 (Even tho i really miss bein called ur NUMBER 1!! beloved).
I guess thats just how life works, things go and come. I believe that the right thing will always find a way to catch up with each other again.
To be honest i cant describe the feeling i felt when i saw u again after a long time. I just missed your presence, beautiful smile, face, curly hair.. stories u always tell me about.
What really fascinates me is that i love to listen to anythin u tell me. Im curious whats on ur mind, i want to know ur opinion, i want to hear all ur non-making sense questions (they actually make sense but what the hell is prijmeni s pomlckou tho).
Im so glad i could hear your voice and see u in real life once again. I hope it wont be that rare anymore.
Im still counting with the picnic we agreed on (we should bring some strawberries, cold home-limonade, canvas with paintings and lets paint the most colorful picture, so anytime u look at it u will see the world at least a bit brighter my love).
I hope u know u were always on my mind. A person like u is hard to forget (its impossible to forget u and who would even want that).
Im sending u as many hugs and kisses u need. U deserve everything and im going to say it as many times as it takes for u to realize it.
U r loved by my whole heart, beloved ❤️
