Story of two stars[Akikasa fluff/angst]

My hate is fake

[Akito's diary, page 1, Friday, 14 april 2023]
My name is Akito Shinonome, by now i'm 16 years old, I go at kamiyama high with two of my group-mates, their names are An shiraishi and Toya aoyagi, but i don't know if they're very important, by now..Well,their company is fun, we're very similar, in fact we share a goal, we want to become stars, but not theathre stars or some shit like that, we want..we NEED to surpass another goal, RAD weekend. After this introduction..that i'm writing in..math class? I can finally start talking about my day
[Akito POV] -I didn't even finish to write that i feel something poking my arm, maybe it was my desk mate, but it isn't usual of him doing that..- -I turn my head to him, i leave out a sigh..-
'What is it, Tsukasa?' -I ask, as a reply, i get a wink-
'What is a wink supposed to mean?!'
'You know, or maybe you don't, i'll tell you after school' He then, smiles and gets his eyes on his paper again.
'What the..Typical of you I should say.'
-If I have to be honest, He sure is indeed pretty, but poor of me, he already has a partner, who he seems to love a lot..- -I'm not really a popular guy in class anyway, I mean, i'm not even that high in grades, not even in how i act, In fact, I always end up fighting with teachers for a reason, and all class laughing.- -Literally, everyone laughs, but, of them, Tsukasas is definitely the most true one, it sounds like he's really having fun when he laughs..- -But, he really is the cutest, I don't wanna look like some obsessed guy, but i'm serious when i say such..even though he wouldn't believe me, I always make fun of him, and, other than that, Rui would snap me dead probably..or wouldn't he..- -Nah nah, I don't think he will literally, but surely he will get jealous.-
[Tsukasa POV]
-This lesson is so boring..really..maybe the most boring out of the last months. We have a test tomorrow, and probably Akito and Rui would ask me all the answers, or maybe Akito will ask Toya..- -Akito is maybe the person who talks more to me, and I think i do like him a tiny bit, but i also like Rui..i don't know who to choose..will it be my fault..for my decisions?- Without realising, I start gripping my hair as tears almost ran through my cheeks, luckily the bell saved me, and i wouldn't get umiliated in front of everyone. What is happening to me..I never..Felt it..