Don't let go (Phan Smut)

Ten

*Phil's POV*

I got out if the shower and dried my hair off with my towel. I looked into the mirror and stared at the steamy reflection. I don't understand what Dan sees in me. I wrapped my towel around my waist and threw the thought out of my mind, he is mine now and I shouldn't question it. "you done in there babe?" I heard Dan say from outside the door. I pulled the door open and stared into Dan's eyes, "you okay Phil?" he asked. I nodded and hugged onto him tightly.

"you forget how long I've known you for Phil, what's wrong?" he pulled away from me slightly and grasped my shoulders, his deep brown eyes swam deeply through my pale blue ones. "I just- I don't get what you see in me." I said as I stared down at the wetness I had created on his chest from my damp towel.

"are you serious?" he replied

"wha-"

"what don't I see in you" he interrupted "your beautiful pale skin can easily fall victim to marks" he said as he put is moth against my neck. "your eyes are deep enough to get lost in, and the only way I can be found is when your heavenly voice snaps me back to reality. your body is perfect, you have beautiful hair and you have such soft lips" he whispered the placed a gentle kiss on my lips "but enough about your appearance, your personality just kills me. your beautiful childish nature and your hatred towards my swearing, the way that you can comfort me whenever I need it and you know the best thing?" he stared into my eyes again. "what?" I said quietly, I was holding back tears so my voice had gone quite husky.

"you fuck like a porn star" he whispered into my ear. I pulled away and playfully punched him on the arm. he was smiling uncontrollably and I was smiling so much that my tongue was sticking out of the side of my mouth. I pushed past him to get out of the bathroom door and I went on my tiptoes to whisper into his ear "go get a shower you little slut". in that moment I felt amazing, I don't know why but calling Dan a slut gave me a sudden boost of confidence. I really wanted to fuck him, I wanted him to fuck me; but I felt like he still needed to recover from last night. when I think about it, I didn't enjoy last night. I don't know if Dan enjoyed himself but I kind of wish that he didn't. I know that we all agreed to it but PJ was fucking my boyfriend, Chris was getting blown by him and what did I get? I got a half-arsed handjob and to see my boyfriend being screwed by what I previously called my best friends.

about ten minutes had passed and I had gotten dressed, sorted my hair and made the bed when Dan came in with a towel around his hips so that he was showing off his gorgeously predominant v-line. I just looked him up and down, all of his bones were quite predominant, his collarbone stuck out beautifully and connected to his pointed shoulders. his ribs poked out slightly but only on his sides, his back bone could be seen while he was just in a regular position and his hips stuck out perfectly. despite a lot of his bones being predominant, he wasn't as skinny as he sounds, in fact he was slightly muscular. he was a much nicer shape than me and he was slightly taller.

he strutted over to me and held my hips, bringing us close together, "did you enjoy last night?" I asked quietly, I was kind of hoping that he wouldn't hear me but he clearly did as he responded by saying "aw Philip I knew that you weren't enjoying yourself, I could see the jealousy burning in your eyes, and you know what?" I hummed to ask him to continue "I feel sorry for Chris, PJ has no rhythm, he just fucks. it want that great and even though he was big, it didn't feel that good"

I was beginning to feel tears build up "I don't believe that you will always love me, Dan, you could do so much better and I know that PJ likes you."

I was crying into his bare chest "I love you Philip, never forget that " he murmured into my hair. he squeezed me even tighter into the hug and I whispered "don't let go"

A/N hey guys! so many feels >.< and two updates in one day? what's going on idk. even though this seems like an end to this story, I promise that it isn't, I actually have some plans for this . don't worry ^.^

and if you didn't already know, I have started a new story called 'drips of ink ' and I waould appreciate it greatly if you could check it out.

also, quick shoutout to Aliceinthedark

BECAUSE SHE IS BAE AND SHE READS EVERYTHING I POST AND SHE EVN INCLUDED ME IN ONE OF THE FAN FICS SO YEH.

thanks for reading guys <3