I Hate You

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I feel the earth beneath my feet..
I need someone who'll make me complete
There's millions of words that I wanna say..
But it's not important for you anyway...
Whenever, I get someone perfect..
Then my heart says I don't deserve it..
Whenever, I see him i feel so light..
Whenever, I feel him i sleep at night..
I love the way he hold me tight...
I love the way he make me behave polite..
I know one day I'll choose him..
But I fear that I'll lose him..
Now, I'm afraid to be in relationship with someone else..
Cuz I know, I'm a mess and not worth it nevertheless..
Everyone says love yourself..
But I don't wanna for God sake..
I miss the way he used to miss me..
I miss the way he used to kiss me..
I love nights more than days..
It's just cuz of him in some ways..
Now, i feel cold and miss that warmthness..
Watching movies with little bit of shyness..
Why don't you call me again Rashi?
The fuck, I wanna ask you, why me?
I never wanted to lose you..
I never wanted to abuse you..
I never wanted to shout at you..
I never wanted to leave you alone..
I never wanted to say you are worthless..
I never wanted to say I'm priceless..
Now, it's enough of crying for you on and on..
Now, it's time for me to move on..
I promise, I'll find someone better than you..
I promise, I'll find someone who love me more than you..
Now, I think, I wasted my days on you..
Now, I think, I wasted my tears on you..
Now, I think I wasted my emotions on you..
I'll try not to think of you all the time..
Nor, I want the time to be rewind..
Be happy where ever you are..
Now, I've decided to go so far..

Now, I've decided to go so far

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