𝑱𝒖𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒊𝒍𝒆 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆. (Johnny Depp)

Chapter 03.

        I was looking at his Adam’s apple and then I touched his neck but he pushed me back and he got up. “ Stop means stop” he said without looking at my face. ‘Now you will avoid eye contact with me’ I thought. But before I could say it, he grabbed me and lifted me up on his shoulders, “Johnny! What are you doi…”  I couldn’t say more and he took me to my room. He put me on my bed gently and then stood up straight, “You won’t come out till one week” he said and went out of the room. I heard him locking the door and then his foot steps moving away and then his room’s door sound. I laid down curling into fetal position, “Did I really? Sucked his first two fingers?” I whispered and then bite my thumb as I blushed and then covered my face with hands as I remembered the moments I had with him minutes ago. I stayed in my room for 2 days, he would give me food but would not let me get out. I controlled my addiction to that brown cigarette which Oliver use to give me but on 5th day it was uncontrollable. I asked Johnny to give me my phone which he has taken away from me so that I can ask Morella about classwork but after getting my phone I called Oliver. “Hi Oliver! Are you alright? I’m sorry for all that happened” I said. “Its okay… And I was the one who showed negligence, you warned me that Johnny is at home” he said. “Are you okay?” I asked, “ I got fracture in my arm but now I’m fine” he replied. As I heard that I started feeling guilty, “I apologize for what Johnny did to you” I said. “Its okay… no need now I’m fine and today I’m going to join my work back so I’ll have to face Johnny” he said and took deep sigh. “oh! Well best.of.luck then” I said awkwardly, “Anyways! How are you?” he asked. I told him that I was locked in my room for week as punishment and I also told him about my addiction. “Ouch! You can quench your thirst from a normal cigarette” he said and I raised my one eyebrow, “And from where would I get a cigarette?” I asked. “Hm… nice question… Johnny smokes right?” He replied. “Yes” I said, “You can take… Oh! I mean steal his cigarette” he said and I interrupted, “Thank you very much for making me feel guilty before doing anything and how can I get his cigarette? I mean I’m locked in my room and Johnny has the keys” I asked and tilt my head backwards. “You can break the lock” he said, “Do you have a black hair pin?” he asked. “Yes” I replied, “Ok good! You can open the lock from that black pin” he told me the whole process and then I ended the call. I called Morella, she was worried about me but after hearing everything, “ARE YOU FUCKING CRAZY?!!” she yelled, “You have been listening to that peanut brain Oliver!!! He has been giving you drugs for whole time and you have messed a lot…” she yelled at me. “ I don’t know but right now I only need those cigarettes” I said, “No! No! No! You are not going to do anything… And don’t test Johnny’s patience! Once he lose it you will suffer the consequences I- am- war-ing- you” her voice started cutting and then stopped. “Hello! Hello! Morella?!” I called but she didn’t reply and then I ended the call. I waited for Johnny to leave for the bar. I remembered that Johnny puts his cigarettes on the fireplace’s mantel. Finally night arrived, I had taken bath and was wearing blue printed puff off shoulder frock. I was sitting in front of mirror and combing my hair and then I heard the Johnny’s room door opening and then his foot steps and then they stop. “1, 2, 3” I counted on my finger and then my door opened and Johnny was standing there with motorcycle keys in his hands. He looked at me but then moved his gaze away, “I’m leaving for bar, do you need anything?” he asked. “no” I said and then he closed the door. I ran towards the window and saw him leaving. I waited for half an hour and then I took out the pin, I reached the door and kneeled down. I put the pin inside it and did as Oliver told me to do. “Come on… open up” I said and then door opened, I peaked outside and it was dark. I tip toed down stairs and then reached the living room and then the chimney. I searched for the cigarettes and then suddenly the lane line phone started ringing. I jumped, “Oh God!” I said and hold the phone, “Hello?” I said. “Hi Roselle!” it was Oliver, I could hear music from his background. “You! Give me a heart attack!” I whispered. “Why? And why are you whisperin- oh! I see you are not in your room and right now you are talking from your living room’s phone connected to your room’s phone right?” he guessed. “Yes” I confirmed, “Aha! So did you got the cigarettes?” he asked. “NO! I’m searching them… arghhhhhhh where are they?” I said irritatingly while searching them. He laughed, “Open up your eyes! And look!” he said. “I found them!” I yelled as I found package of them behind the book shelf. I took out one and put in mouth, my hands were shivering and then lighten it up from the lighter which was with them. “So! Did you met Johnny?” I asked, “Obviously no! He came in the bar and then had 3 shots then he sat with Liam and smoked while talking to him. And then he got in fight” he said and as I heard it I got anxious, “What! Is he already? Did he got hurt? Please don’t tell me that the opponent had some knife or other weapon or” I asked many question but Oliver interrupted, “RELAX lovebird… He is fine… it was just a normal fight WITH a normal customer. He was really worried and got angry on customer”. I took a deep breath, “Worried… did you hear the conversation between Liam and Johnny?” I asked. He laughed, “Of course! They were talking about you” he said and I freeze. “What were they saying?” I asked, “He was worried about you” he said. Then silence between both of us and I inhaled the smoke of cigarette and asked, “What is he doing now?”. And then all of sudden, Lamps in living room filled their light in the room and I felt someone else’s presence in the room, “I don’t know… he felt the bar after the fight…” Oliver replied and I slowly gradually started turning around, “ OK! Roselle I gotta go! Or else Jacob will murder me… So take Care and bye” Oliver ended the call. And I was shivering at that moment, at the entrance of the living room Johnny was standing there, the cigarette package fall down from my shivering hand. His gaze moved up and down on my body, their was a bruise under his eye. As he saw cigarettes, his eyes filled with anger and I hide cigarette behind me, “So you are not going to stop! Right?” He said and started moving towards me. At that time he was horrifying me, “Johnny I…” I said and he interrupted, “You won’t listen to me cause you are grown up and can make your own decisions, grown up enough to do what ever you want, enough to hang out with who ever you want and” the distance between us started to get shorter by the time he took a step. As he got near me I remembered the words of Morella, ‘And don’t test Johnny’s patience! Once he lose It you will suffer the consequences’. “Johnny I couldn’t control myself…” I said but couldn’t say more, he grabbed my face, squeezing my cheeks with his fingers. “And enough to seduce me” he ended his sentence and then joined his lips with mine and started sucking them harshly. My eyes got wide with shook and the lane line phone dropped from my hand as I felt his tongue mingling with mine. The taste of cigarette and wine filled in my mouth, he was not going to stop and then I tried to push him. I put my hands on his chest and pushed him with my all power, he got back leaving traces of his lips on mine. I took breaths which were stopped due to his lips locked with mine, “Johnny! Ha- what- ha- are- you” I said with rapid breaths but before I could complete he again locked his lips with mine but this time he grabbed me from my hair and waist so it was difficult for me to escape from his grasp. He kissed me with passion, making me high and then I felt his hand moving downwards between my legs. I tried to stop him cause I didn’t wanted him to regret later for the decisions he was making while being drunk but he didn’t let me move a signal muscle. His hand reached my nestling, he started pressing my virgin skin making me moan loudly. I tilt me head backwards, making my neck visible to him and he started sucking it and then slowly gradually started biting, leaving marks on my neck. “Johnny AH!” I moaned and he said, “Shhhh let me punish you for disobeying me”. He lifted me up on his shoulder and he took me to his room. His room was dark and it smelled like him, he threw me on his bed. He was acting harshly, he grabbed my legs and pulled me towards him, “Johnny! Stop! I’m not ready for it! You can’t take decision like this in drunk condition.” I said and tried to free my legs from his grip but he got over me and grabbed my both hands, pining me on bed. I couldn’t move due to his heavy body on me, “My Roselle! My dear kitten! Don’t you want me to get inside you? To be all over you? To take your virginity? Don’t you?” his words made butterflies in my stomach, he was saying the words which I wrote in my dairy, the desires of mine. I turned my face with embarrassment and rubbed my thighs together to over come the tickles occurring in my womanhood, I could feel my face and ears getting warmer and I was sure that they were red at that time. “You’re embarrassing me” I said and he smiled to himself and then he looked at me, “Tell me, tell me everything you have done to get close to me” he said and then brought his face near to my ear, “And don’t stop” he said and sucked my earlobe. I started telling him, “ah- I did many things to get close to you” I said and he started sucking my neck then my shoulders and then he started  pulling my puff off shoulders down wards, making my flesh visible to him. Cold atmosphere touched my bare flesh and then he pressed my breast, turning the pink aureoles surrounded erect nipple’s softness into hardness. “Ha h” I took rapid breath, “Like what and don’t stop” he warned me. “Like cockroach trick that I played on aunt Ada- Aha!” I moaned as he sucked my breast and then his tongue played with it’s pink small nipples. He pressed his fingers in my waist, reminding me to continue, “Hah- hah- then I kissed you when you were drunk” it was getting difficult for me to talk as he slowly got down on my belly licking it and then he reached my warmth area and then his tongue started moving there. I started moaning loudly, experiencing the new feelings and he let me do it. I tilt my head back with pleasure, “Johnny!!!aha ha” I yelled his name while moaning. I put my hands on his head but he grabbed them and pinned them back on bed above my head while licking. He woke my desires, desire to touch him, to be with him and to get fucked by him. Then he crawled up towards me, looking straight at me. I saw desires filled in his alluring eyes, in the eyes where there used to be softness for me till yesterday but now there was passion in them, he freed my hands from his grip and took out the cigarette from side table. My couldn’t feel my hands cause they were numb due to his hard grip. I hesitatingly placed my hand on his face especially on his bruise which he got during fight while he exhaled the smoke out of his mouth and then my hand started moving downwards on his neck in shy exploration of his body. I wanted to touch his fine body and the parts which I always wanted to touch. He was looking at my hands and their actions and then my eyes moved on his shirt and I put my hand on his shirt and in response he put the cigarette in ash holder and removed his shirt and then he took my hand and put it on his chest. I rubbed my hands on his bare chest and then they got on his back and I moved him close to me. I sucked his neck and for my surprise he shivered. I looked at him with unfamiliar look, unknown from the man body’s reaction. He tucked my hair behind my ear and his lips covered my face in feathery kisses, leaving no area untouched and then his lips contented themselves with mine, licking them. He wanted to get the response which was burning inside me. I folded my legs around his waist and moved my hand in his hair while kissing him, he pressed himself against me until I felt his manhood between my legs but then fear of pain ran in my mind. I suddenly got back and he looked at me with questioning eyes. “I’m scared” I said and lowered my gaze. As he heard this he smiled, “ I am here for you and I would be gentle” he said and then he removed his jeans. I closed my eyes and pressed my lips together and then I felt his hard and warm manhood getting inside my nestling. He put his hands beneath my buttocks, guiding them to move. A quiver of pain as he drove deeper, I Shivered and little scream came out of my mouth and I just wanted to escape the pain but he didn’t let me. He thrust five times and on every thrust a moan came out of my mouth. I felt heat coming out of his body in mine, “Roselle open your eyes!” he demanded and I opened my eyes. I saw his eyes covered with long eyelashes looking at me, I caressed his face, “I can’t believe that I’m with you, in your room and laying on your bed with you. Its like a dream” I said. He smiled and kissed on my forehead, then my left eye and then my right eye, “Neither can I” he said. I lift my head and kissed him, softly as my lips were trembling due to the new pain and pleasure which I have experienced. “You know what, you are not a good kisser at all” He said and winked at me. “How can I be? I mean I have never kissed someone and you are my first one” I complained and he laughed. And then he turned me on my abdomen and started moving again, pressing my body against his the deeper he went the more I moaned and he thirstily licked my back and bite it harshly then I heard his moan next to my ear. My heart started beating faster as I heard his moan, then he got faster, faster and faster taking me with him to unbelievable heights of sensual pleasure.