{Kyle's POV}
The light is too fucking bright. I rubbed my groggy eyes when realization of last night hit me like a brick.
Shit...
I sat up quickly and turned to see my ex best friend sleeping right beside me... That's right, after he kissed me at the party he passed out so I walked him to my house since the farm is on the other side of town.. Fuck... Why did I let him so that??? Fuck! Why did he do that?!
I got up and went downstairs and look at the time. Shit, it's already noon, Mom and Dad must be at work. I went into the kitchen a brewed two cups of coffee. I mean he's already at my house, Im not going to be a douchebag. As soon as the coffees done brewing I went upstairs with both cups and started checking my phone. So many messages from last night.
Tweek, Annie, and Kenny spammed my phone asking where I was, I guess drunk me was kind enough to at least text Kenny back that I went home. I should still at least send a text telling them I got back to my house okay
*messaging the GSA groupchat*
Kyle: [Hey guys, I know it's a late response. I really did get home okay and I hope you guys did aswell. Sorry to be a buzzkill, let me know how the rest of the party was.]
Craig: [Youre all good dude, Tweek was freaking out so rationally I messaged Ike just to see if you got home. He said he heard the door unlock at 11:30 so he assumed it was you so I figured everything was alright.]
Kyle: [Cool. Wait Butters was supposed to stay the night at my house? He's not with me, where did he go for the night?]
Red: [Oh you didn't hear?]
Kyle: [Hear what???]
Craig: [Kenny finally made his move. He asked Butters out last night so they stayed the night at his house.]
Kenny: [Can y'all stop messaging like me and Butters aren't in this chat.]
Red: [Lmao I hope y'all had a good night ;)]
Kenny: [We did. Now if you don't mind me. Im going back to bed.]
*groupchat end*
Im relieved. Im also very happy for Kenny. I just wish I was in a normal and non confusing situation right now. Suddenly I see Stan start to move around than slowly lift his head up. He rubbed his eyes for a minute and grabbed his head.
"Stan you're awake, I brought you some coffee and some advil." I handed his two pills and the mug. He popped the pulled then turned to me.
"Kyle? What am I doing here? What happened last night." He doesn't remember... That pisses me off. I mean I knew he drank a lot last night but how could he not remember??
"You mean you don't remember beating up Cartman, having a huge fight with Wendy, then grabbing me and kissing me in Clyde's bedroom?" I crossed my arms. Yeah I'm angry. "I don't understand Stan, why'd you do that."
"Kyle that was. So that wasn't a dream."
"What do you mean that wasn't a dream?! You broke Cartman's nose, made Wendy cry, and kissed me and snotted all over my shirt."
"It just, I uh... I think I remember but I really thought that was a dream." I sighed and sat down next to him on the bed.
"So are you going to tell me what happened Stan. I obviously didn't see the whole thing."
"It's just... Cartman was making fun you. And talking shit about you being with Kenny and it pissed me off. I don't know why. I snapped. And Wendy took me upstairs and she didn't understand why I was defending you and I honestly really don't know either. She. She broke up with me. And then you came in, I thought I was dreaming it was perfect I thought my best friend was coming back to me to check on me and comfort me..."
"That doesn't explain why you would kiss me Stan. You know I liked you.. You can't just play with peoples emotions Stan." I burrowed my face into my hands this is so frustrating.
"I know, I'm sorry... I didn't mean to do that to you. I don't even understand my own emotions.. Fuck. I'm so sorry... Kenny's going to kick my ass."
"Well I wasn't going to tell Kenny, he's happy right now. I don't wanna ruin his vibe." I shrugged. "I also am not trying to get it out there and ruin your life Stan."
"Wait, why wouldn't you tell your boyfriend? I deserve to get my ass kicked for that Kyle??" Wait what???
"Boyfriend?!"
"Yeah when I came here yesterday... You came Kenny were in the middle of a date right??"
"No!! I would never date Kenny!! He literally just confessed his feelings to Butters last night!"
"You're not with Kenny?" He grabbed me by the shoulders.
"No dude? Why are you so pressed about this?! We're not even friends anymore-" Suddenly my face was pulled closer to his. He was... He was kissing me again. No... There's no excuse this time. I pushed him away. "Stan what the fuck?"
"Kyle I-"
"You need to leave Stan.." I turned away from him.
"Kyle please listen-"
"No Stan. I already told you. You can't do this shit to me. Please just go." He didn't try to argue with me. He just grabbed his jacket and left. And as soon as he left, the tears started flowing.
What is happening to me?
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I Can't Believe You! (A Style FanFiction)
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