My sister asked what happened and why I was so eager so I obviously had to tell her everything that happened.
So i was expecting to get a ride from my sister to the party but an hour before the party Brady shows up, wearing a casual outfit but I CANNOT LIE god he looked so good, I was practically drooling over him but that's besides the point. We drove to the party but with an hour to spare we took a few pit stops, like going to Starbucks to get a drink and then going to the lake to watch the ducks swim across the water. THEN O H M Y G O D BRADY SAID HE ENJOYED SPENDING TIME WITH ME AND WE SHOULD TOTALLY DO IT MORE. AHHHHHH I think i almost passed out if I'm being honest it was so unexpected especially coming from him. I'm just a normal guy with a ugly sense of fashion. ANYWAY we got to the party I tried to stay close enough to Brady where I was around him but not suffocating him. I still cannot believe he asked me to go with him it feels like a dream i just hope i never wake up if it is. We hung out a little more during the party but I can't lie it started getting boring so I went to call my sister to come pick me up because I didn't want to ruin Brady's night by making him take me home but just as soon as I got up he asked where i was going so obviously I told him. BUT HE AGREED THAT IT WAS GETTING BORING. Honestly feels like a fucking fairy tale it doesn't feel like it happened, BUT IT DID. So we got into his car and he asked if I wanted to go home or hang out and do something else instead so I obviously want to spend time with him. We went to the same lake where the only thing laminating us is the moon light. I was expecting just to talk and get to know each other better BUT NO. He moved closer to me holding a hand on my waist and another on my face AND HE KISSED ME. He said how he shouldn't have led me on like he did and that he's sorry. THEN WE JUST SAT IN SILENCE FOR A GOOD 10 MINUTES BEFORE HE WANTED TO LEAVE AND THAT'S HOW I FUCKED UP. Now I'm home re-evaluating my life choices. I know I should call him but I can't bring myself to do it, what if he hates me now? Or he blocked me because I'm idiotic. I'll call him anyway and I'll say how it goes.
I called him and he didn't pick up as expected so I left him a voicemail explaining everything in a short paragraph. I hope he doesn't just listen to it then not call me back. But I'm tired and I should be going to sleep.
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General Fiction/TW self harm, rape, suicide, drug abuse, smoking/ A young teen boy who is battling his urge to hurt himself or to commit. He tells his story starting from when he was just 3 to now.
