why can't people be real? why can't people be straight up? why can't people just communicate??? what's wrong with that?? why does no one ever just explain things?? what's wrong with me? why does everyone always leave? why do people just randomly stop talking to me? why do people get upset when i talk about things that bother me?? what am i doing wrong?? why can't anyone just tell me if i did something?? why can't people just tell me if they're gonna disappear for weeks and give me a warning or a sorry in advance?? why can't people just tell me if i'm being annoying or if i'm bothering them or if they hate me?? why do people insist on making me sit on the bathroom floor for hours crying and losing my mind because they just left me without an explanation?? why can no one just exist with me and be there when i need them??
