My Dirty World II

What is Love ??

- Next Day-

-Amber Pov-

I was so excited today because for one I get to see my handsome king. He went off to college and recently had a handsome baby boy , looked like every spit of my king. Me and August are going together but we rather take it slow, he does take me out to eat 90% of the time and keep me home 10% of the time. But I hate to sometimes decline the dates because of the school work and some times August already have his classwork done and papers are graded. Sometimes I feel like i'm getting to old for a journal now and start doing more better things. I got up and took a good shower before I could my plans ahead I get a call from Julian.. and he sounded upset.

"Amber!" Julian said.

"What Julian" I sounded like I was tired of him.

"So whats the rumor about you going with August the school teacher" He said.

"Shut up and mind your business okay?!" I yelled.

before I knew it he hung up, seconds later I heard banging on my door. I put on a short and some joggers; when I opened the door I flew on the floor and blood soon slide out my mouth. When I looked up it was Julian , I guess he hit me. I got up real quick to run upstairs to call the police but he grabbed and held me down.

"Let me go Julian" I yelled I was done with Julian.

"You letting niggas fuck you during school , what kinda shit is that" he grabbed my face and tried to make me look at him.

"That's none of your busin-" before I could get the word out my mouth he slapped my face again. Him hitting me was like bringing memories I didnt wanna think about or feel again. I got quiet all I could do was right as blood slide down my face my eyes got puffy I lost all respect for Julian. I was on the floor while he still was ontop. I looked away, I didn't wanna see Julian ever again not ever. He got up and dragged me upstairs throwing me on the bed and crawled back ontop of me and starting kissing my cheek telling me how much he loves me. But I was ready for Julian to leave , when I was younger I didn't think as a older person I would go threw this. But I Guess Im going threw it again. I can't help what goes on with my life. I mean I can. but half of it I can't. Ive moved on and he should try the same thing. He doesnt get that. Im tired and done.. What Is Love...