My Dirty World II

Back at one

The next day i had to screw my head on straight and get some things straight, last night is something Anthony cant know. I refuse to let him know that. I called him back but i questioned myself how was I going to explain all this too him? I know a little white lie wouldn't hurt so bad. 

I called Anthony it ringed a couple of times before he finally did answer the phone.

"hey , sorry I gave you a scare.. my phone blanked out on me but its okay now." i lied.

"hmmph, where you at now?" he asked.

"I'm home" I stated.

"I'm on the way" he simply said and hung the phone before I could even say anything. 

Damn I thought.. look at the type of shit i'm getting myself in is all I could think. I got out my bed and played "How will I know" by Sam Smith. All of crazy shit was going through my head. But I had to keep my secret in no matter what. I cleaned my room and my house up because the fight me and Julian put on wrecked the whole house, I really regret that dude. Porsha can have him, I don't want that hurt no more. I did my daily routine and took a shower before August came. I wasn't in the mood to look good so I through on my shirt and joggers with my nike slides. I heard the door bell so I ran to open the door, there stood August with a pull over with short joggers and slides also with his hair tied up. Soon as I open the door, he wallked straight in with out even speaking to me or acknowledging me. The fuck got in him to I was thinking. He turned around and asked me the most ridiculous question ever.

"Any niggas been in here?" he looked at me with a serious ass face.

" the fuck , where the hell you get that from?" I tried to make it seem like I haven't been doing anything stupid.

"I'm just asking, cause I know how you females are" he rolled hes eyes.

"I know how you females are? Ummm earth to August... Who the fuck you think you talking too like that? who pissed in your damn coffee this morning?" I asked. 

I haven't seen August like this.. the person thats standing before me.. I don't know who he is right now..August inched closer to me and grabbed my throat and pinned me against the wall and spoke too me.

"I don't know who the fuck you think you getting smart with, but check yourself before I wreck yo ass" He looked me.. 

His voice got deeper, and his accent got stronger. I didn't say nothing because I didn't feel like fighting with him destroying my house again with the foolishness. I looked at him as he moved his hand from my neck and went to sit in my couch. I was bout to walk upstairs till he told me to come here. I sat down by him but I heard my phone ring, I looked at the tv trying to ignore it but I felt him stare me down.

I eventually got up to answer my phone. I checked to see who was calling me so much and it was Julian. I answered with attitude.

"hello?" I rolled my eyes.

"You still got that attitude, i'm bout to come fix that right now" he said

" Nah, you can't do that.. because i'm uhh " i searched for an answer.

" im on the way" he then hung up.

Shit I thought. How can I get August to leave. I turned around and saw him standing there. I frozed. 

" haha, like I said who all been here" he said and walked off.

I ran behind him trying to stop but soon as he opened the door. Julian stood there showing 32. I wanted to punch him because he knew exactly what he was doing.  I wanted to stop and bust out crying for what Ive done, but I knew August wouldn't forgive me. He turned around and shook his head in disbelief and walked out bumping Julian shoulder, I started shedding tears because Julian and even me was ruining my own life. Julian walked in and shut the door locked it. He pointed upstairs and I knew exactly what that meant. When I didn't move to go up there, He dragged me and I didn't even have the guts to fight back again. 

shit... I'm back at one.