Wondering

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MY POV

Working on this book as been a pain in the ass for me so I been tired lately and haven't seen Julian today so, theres a Football Game today and you knoee I gotta go to enough my lovely night with my friends. I also got a job being a teacher, well reading. Can you believe that ?! I also feel that I moved on with julian and Porsha. Its me Now.  I closed my book and glanced at the clock 5:49. Damn , I better get ready I got up and got ready and threw on some clothes I picked out two days ago I didnt wonna look slutty I just wanted to look good enough and mature. im 40 Im too old for this shit.

JULIAN POV


Ive been out of amber hair lately , I been missing her very much I cant even imagine how I would react if she invited me to lay with her. I just love her but I'm getting married to Porsha. I knoee and I would wonna knoee if amber would like to be there and I just dont knoee anymore. I just miss the sex and all.

MY POV

I got my clothes on and I left im already 30 mins and I get in free because,Im a teacher im so excited for tomarrow. I got to the game and found a good seat and watched the game , Something told me to look to the left and I seen Julian and Porsha come in and I sat right beside me. I mean RIGHT BESIDE ME !. I did the best I could which was to ignore, How could I ignore this pain that they both created. Making me feel like I was a bad mother and that I would never meant to nonthing. I get to see my Big King Tomarrow, we might have a get together tommarrow.So everything is alright for right now. As the game got done and I went to my car and felt a tap on my shoulder, When I turned around I seen Julian Omg he so fine..

"Yes" I said

"Can I come see you tomm." Julian Said

"Sure"

After that plain ass conversation I left for home and laid in my bed thinking about everything , How I was young and everything. But my own "friend" and "ex" getting married soon and having a child is alot. I cried about it few times cause I thought Julian would love one and only girl which is me. Me dreaming on how he is gonna marry me and do the most to me. But another girl took that role .. Cause He got my wondering

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