I NEED U [ BTS STORY ]

Suga's Story

"Because of you, I'm becoming ruined

I wanna stop, I don't want you anymore

I can't do it, this sucks

Please don't give me any excuses."

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Suga's POV

I woke up by the sun rays coming from the window of our motel room.

I took a glance at the angel sleeping here beside me, she looks so pretty from her soft porcelain skin, her beautiful eyes, nose, lips ... and her S-line body.

I stared at her for a while not until she slowly flutter open her beautiful eyes,

looking straight to me as well. I smiled by the fact we really loved each other.

She sat up straight and pecked me on the lips, but before i can respond with the kiss, she broke it then stood up, living me hanging there while sitting on the bed and went straight to the bathroom. She didn't utter a single word, I shrugged , guess she's having an early bath.

15 minutes later, she went out from the bathroom, all dressed up and mere like ready to leave off to somewhere.

"Hey, uhh- where are you going, it's still earl-"

I didn't finish what I was asking when she suddenly spoke blunted.

"I'm just going out for a walk." she said.

"Oh , uh .. then let me come with you." I said but then she stopped me with another sentence she spoke.

"I'm going to meet someone, I -uhh , M-my friend, yeah , My friend."

She said kind of looking nervous, and why is she stuttering ?

Ughh .. never mind ... maybe she wants to hang out with her friends ..

I nodded then she left.

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It's been hours or so, here i am doing nothing more than watching television.

It's so boring and there's nothing to watch anyways ...

So i decided to stroll around the park, and go looking for her also,

she hasn't contacted me ever since she left early this morning ...

I also tried to contact her but she's not answering her phone.

As I am walking down the street to a corner to turn right ,

I saw something, something that I don't expect to happen and never dreamed of happening ... But there it is, seeing My Girl, in front of me, kissing another guy. I stayed there, watching them make out, not until my phone rang, initiating that someone is calling me. My phone isn't in silent mode so it rang so loud that startled the both of them.

My girl, which is not my girl anymore ... turned to me in shock.

"WHAT ?! SURPRISED TO SEE ME ?? HUH ?!"

I shouted to the both of them.

I turned to leave but she back hugged me.

"Yoongi, please i can explain, please let me expl-"

"EXPLAIN WHAT ?!!! TELL ME WHAT TO EXPLAIN WHEN IT IS CLEAR THAT YOU ARE CHEATING AND MEETING ANOTHER GUY EXCEPT ME ?!!! WHATS WORSE IS, YOU'RE MAKING OUT LIKE YOU DON'T CARE TO THE PEOPLE THAT YOU'RE GONNA HURT !!!! I WAS WRONG, WRONG OF LOVING YOU FULLY AND GIVING YOU ALL OF ME !!!! I DID EVERYTHING FOR YOU , THEN WHAT ? YOUR REPAYING THEM BY CHEATING ON ME ?!! WHAT A B*TCH !!

I HAD ENOUGH, I DON'T WANT YOU ANYMORE !! I CAN'T DO IT, THIS SUCKS !! PLEASE DON'T GIVE ME ANY EXCUSES. !!!"

She was speechless, no words came out from her mouth..

and with that I left, with total hurt and pain ... Heart break

I started walking back.

As I passed by a gasoline station, I saw gallons of gas was unloaded from that truck that just left. I grabbed one of the gallons and brought them up to a guy that probably fills the gas tanks. I paid for the gas then walked back to the motel...

I entered our room, that was empty right now, and with just flashbacks and memories of us having great times.

I went straight to the bed the lied there. I pulled out a lighter from the bed side drawer then played with the fire by flickering it on and off.

I stood up then grabbed again the full gallon of gas with my hand then started pouring it everywhere the room and in the bed. I flickered open the lighter in my hand and threw it on the floor where gas was spilled.

Within a second, fire started spreading around surrounding me.

I stood there,

crying ... whimpering because of the pain, hurt and heart break ...

It hurts more than getting toasted here inside the room.

I let myself sank on the floor in the middle of the fire ...

ending what's connected me into this

Unfair world.

~sofi1kaibam