I'll Always Find You

** twelve **

Phoebe's P.O.V

" Fuck," Knox moaned as he finished. I couldn't help it when I woke up wanting it. It's like something was happening, I could not stop wanting it today. This is the third time and it's only noon. 

After he pulled out, he leaned down and wrapped his hand around my neck as he kissed me.

" SOUNDS LIKE SOMEONE IS IN FUCKING HEAT. SORRY KNOX BUT I NEED TO TALK TO YOU." Kam's voice interrupted us as Knox let out a growl sound.

" Get dressed." He said as he pulled on his boxers and shorts, walking out the door.

I laid there, catching my breath. Why the hell did Kam just refer to me being in heat like I'm a damn dog. I mean, that explains how I'm feeling today but I'm not a damn dog. 

I got up, going to the bathroom to pee. I had gotten off and it was a different texture today, more than likely because I had gotten off so many times today. Kam is probably saving my poor girl by coming today. I pulled on my underwear, skinny jeans, my bra and then I pulled on a v-neck short sleeve shirt that did show a bit of boob. I'm sure Knox will rip my ass for that. 

I folded my jeans at the bottom, putting on some socks, brushed my hair, put on deodorant and perfume. I swallowed as I walked out of the room.

" Need some water?" Kam smirked as he seen me come downstairs.

I rolled my eyes.

" Are you just dripping of Knox.. I mean, excitement that Knox would be home today?" 

" Leave her alone." Knox came out of the kitchen.

" Your parents are leaving in 3 days. you are expected to return to work by then. "

" Great. " Knox said," in 3 days, I will be gone from 7AM-7PM." He looked at me.

" Oh," I said," and what do you do for work?"

" We have a business. I will send Kam and his sister into town today to grab you things to keep you entertained and anything else you want. If you want to make a list, while I discuss some things with him you can. I have an office 3 doors down from our room." He motioned upstairs.

I got the hint.

I walked upstairs, so badly wanting to listen to what they say. What an answer. Like what business? Where? ANSWER MY DAMN QUESTIONS. 

I could not help but think about... Knox. 

I opened the door, a huge desk, nice chair, millions of books, computer, filing cabinet and all in this room. I quietly shut the door, quickly moving to the computer. FUCKING PASSWORD.

I found the paper and pen, making a list quite quickly so I could go back to snooping. I put things I like on there, my proper sizes and honestly everything. If I'm going to be stuck here, and Mr. I own a business says get what I want, they better. 

I looked at all the books on the shelf, grabbing the dustiest one, wiping it off. It had the literal same mark on it, that I do, on the cover. I quickly began to read.

Mate. Mine. 

Knox has called me both of these things.

The mates are there destined soul mate. They are chosen by the Moon Goddess. Mates are usually found after the wolves first transition. The males are usually more possessive over the female. 

I gulped. 

Werewolves?

I kept reading. 

Mark.

 The werewolf mark is the first step in the mating process. Once the female is marked, the process will be halfway done.

MATING PROCESS? WEREWOLVES?

Heat.

This is when a female gives off a certain scent to her mate that she is ready for him

Oh my god. Did I just have sex with a werewolf person? No way this is real. He marked me. This means I cannot be away from him or it will cause physical pain. Oh my god. I am trapped. Is this why no one will help me?

Alpha. Something Knox has been called. I scanned and scanned the book, searching for what this meant.

An Alpha Werewolf is the leader of the werewolf pack. It is the strongest, most powerful and by far the most lethal werewolf.

I gulped. Snapping the book shut. He genuinely could kill me. I've had sex, mated, with a werewolf. A lethal, powerful one at that. I sat at the desk, looking at the book. I turned to the window behind his desk, opening it. 

I looked down, it wasn't that far of a drop. I would definitely survive, maybe ONE broken leg. What did this book mean by physical pain? Wouldn't it just go away after so long? Like a breakup? One day you'll wake up and be fine? What if he kills me for leaving? What if he kills me if I stay? I can't believe I had sex with him. I can't... I can't.

I froze as the doorknob twisted behind me, instantly turning around.