I'm finding it harder and harder to sleep
I smoke weed before bed to get the sleepy high
It's been getting harder to feel it
I find myself waking up too early
Not being able to go back to sleep
I toss and turn trying to get comfy
Everything feels very un-comfy
I'm too hot
I'm too cold
The weight of my blanket isn't enough
Too lazy to get up and grab the weighted blanket
Maybe it's the mattress
Maybe it's my pillows
Maybe my dog is taking up too much space
I've tried the couch
It's not that great
I'm so tired
All the time
And the coffee doesn't seem to be helping much
I just need sleep
What's sleep again?
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My Depression And Anxiety
PoetrySome poems that I've written during my depressive episodes. TW : mentions self harm.