//The blues\\-(a South Park Au)

Prolouge

My names Stan marsh, I'm 15 years old. I was recently accepted into my dream college,and that's great and all but I don't think I can make it. Id have to leave my life behind here, it's already sucky anyways as my dad wants to move to his farm a whole hour away from here but I can't leave Kyle or Wendy or anyone here. It sucks. This whole town is fucked up and I've had enough. Alcohol just doesn't do it anymore and I don't think I'm gonna make it out of here. So there's only one way out.

Dear mum. Dear Kyle and dear all the fucked up people in this town.
I'm sorry but I can't do it, I promise I'll look over you, if there's even an afterlife. Don't give me a big funeral I want my tomb in a forest, so I can stay away forever. It must be known to Kyle where I am. I'm going to text him my goodbyes so when I die and you see me please tell him straight away. He can't suffer and worry about me. He is now in possession of all my things. Don't open anything that's taped together that's for Kyle. Tell him im sorry. Im sorry mum.
Im so sorry kyle. I love you.

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And that's when it happend. March 21st. The day Stan was found dead in his bathroom, Stabbed himself to death with the note tied around his phone in his hand. I wish he never did that I really do. He didn't deserve everything his dad did too him we did everything together as kids I wish I wasn't such an asshole falling under cartman. Everything feels so..

                                                                 Empty.

I gotta get him back.