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"Do you like her?"

Carter

We're in the car after what just happened. Something like this has never happened at a party we've went to before.

"Pansy, baby come here." Is all I can think to say

"Carter stop. Its not a big deal."

"P its okay to be upset. You don't have to act so tough all the time"

"Caspian. Shut the fuck up please. All he did was grab my wrist. You guys making it a bigger deal than it needs to be is stressing me out more"

We just kind of sit in silence for a while. I think it's literally just because we don't know what to say.

"Uhm. You guys wanna have a slumber party at my dorm?" I say with probably too big of a smile.

Everyone laughs except Tommy. Idk why he looks all in his feelings right now but what's going on right now is not about him. So whatever it is he needs to get over.

-

I woke up, half way off my bed but i just want to make p feel safe right now. I'm on the edge of my bed, with p right next to me, Storie on her other side and Daph on the other edge.

Four very tall girls trying to fit on this little bed but who cares. I love cuddling my babies anyways.

I fully expected all the guys to be gone right now, but there's all eleven of them, on the floor, the couch some on top of each other?

No way that's comfortable.

Wait I have a fucking guest bedroom?

Tommy's not there though? What the fuck is up with him lately.

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Tommy

I don't understand why this is getting to me so bad. It shouldn't even be about me. I did not sleep at all last night

"What's going on with you Tom"

I'm really just not in the mood to talk to Carter. All I want to do is eat my god damn cereal. I love my little sister more than anything but I know she's pissed because of how I acted in the car.

"Nothing Carter"

"Tom you don't get to make this situation about you," I can already tell she's pissed by the way she's pointing her fingers at me. "This is about Pansy, wether shes actually upset about it or not" she's whisper yelling

She wants to give me a fucking attitude she can expect one back. I drop my spoon on the counter and walk towards her. "I'm not making shit about me carter so don't even fucking imply that. I was the one that stopped what could've been way fucking worse."

"Don't let it get to your fucking head tom because one of us would've fucking got to her either way and stopped it. When this same thing happened to Astoria two years ago why were you not like this then?"

I don't know

"Fucking answer me Tom, or I'm just gonna keep assuming that you want to make this whole situation about you when it's not" she's really starting to fucking piss me off and I need to walk away

"Don't walk away when I'm trying to talk to you. Why are you acting so ridiculous right now tom."

I whip around at face her, "I don't fucking know Carter! I know I wouldn't feel this weird about it if it were the twins and it's making me crazy, because I don't know why it's getting to me so bad" I snapped

"It feel different because it's Pansy and I can't explain it or put it into words. I couldn't even fucking sleep last night because I have no idea why this shit it getting to me!"

"Do you like her" what?

"What."

"Tom do you like Pansy, don't lie to me"

"Carter shes three fucking years younger than me."

"What does that have to do with anything? She's 18 in a few months."

"Carter stop." I can't with this conversation right now

"Tom I wouldn't be upset with you. I'm not gonna be petty if you like her. Feelings are feelings." She said in a soft tone and I can tell she's trying to calm me down. It's working

"I don't know. She's so fucking beautiful but I just don't know if I could ever see her like that. I grew up with her pretty much being my little sister"

"Okay please don't say that because if you actually do like her and you just called her "like your little sister" I might vomit"

"Shut up you know what I meant" I say shoving my cereal into my mouth. Jesus fuck.

"What?"

"It's fucking soggy now."

Hi guys!!! It Chloe and I've been thinking and I kind of want to make it so Carter is the main character and it's just the whole friend group. I've been writing so much on other characters so I feel like It would just be better for the book to essentially make them all main characters!!!
That's it, I hope you like the book so far!