HE BROKE ME FIRST

I DIDN'T KILL HIM

Today was my dad's funeral. I can't get that look he gave me out of my mind. He looked at me with a sad smile that said, I'm sorry baby girl, I was only looking out for you. All I can do is cry because it's my fault he's dead. I pulled the trigger, not Dean. Now he's gone forever, I will never see him again.
"Baby, I'm here for you if you need me or anything," Mom said,
"I just want to be alone and let this all sink in that he's gone," Jessy said,
"Will she ever forgive herself?" Dean asked,
"She did save my life out there," Dean said,
"I don't know, sweetheart?" Hope said,
"That was the only person she just started a bond with," Hope said
I go to Jessy's room and I hear her crying. I walk in, and I just hold her and let her cry on my shoulder. All I can do or say is that everything is going to be okay and comfort her by rubbing her back. It broke my heart to see her like this. I tried to stop her last night, but it was too late because she pulled the trigger.
"It's not easy to kill people that you love because, at the end of the day, you will only hurt yourself when you want that person back but can't because they are already gone. " Jessy said
"That's why I tried to stop you because no matter what he did or what he was, he always protected you in some way because you're his little girl baby. I didn't want you to kill him because of the pain after it." Dean said,
"Baby, just know he loved you even though he wasn't in your long, he was always with you baby," Mom said,
"We will be okay, and we will get through this together," Dean said,
"Thank you, baby, thank you, Mom, you two are my everything and these precious babies when they are born," Jessy said
"Baby just know you're not alone we are here with you okay? You don't have to deal with this by yourself." Dean said,
"Let's get some rest, today was a long day for you and your family," Dean said
We all went to bed and hoped tomorrow would be a better day. When I woke up, I saw that Jessy wasn't next to me. I started to get worried about her. I saw Hope, making coffee. I grabbed a cup and asked where Jessy was.
"Good Hope, do you know where Jessy is?" Dean asked
"She went to your office to look something up real quick," Hope said
"Okay thank you," Dean said
I walked to my office and I found a very angry Jessy. I walked to my desk to see what made her so mad, and I saw it, and I'm in big trouble now. What she found was an old picture that I thought I got rid of. It was a picture of me and one of the girls that used to work at the club. This is not going to be pretty. I'm in the dog house for sure.
"Baby, it's an old picture that I thought I got rid of," Dean said,
"It's not the fact it's still on your computer, Dean," Jessy said,
"Baby, I will get rid of it right now while you're here," Dean said
Jessy stood up, so I could sit down and delete the picture, and I did ask. But I know that wouldn't make her happy, so I told her some news that I found out today.
"Baby, I need to talk to you about your dad," Dean said,
"What about him?" Jessy asked,
"You didn't pull the trigger that night, someone else did, and we are looking for the person now," Dean said
She was relieved that she didn't pull that trigger, but she was still hurting and blaming herself.
"Who would want to kill my dad and frame me for his murder?" Jessy asked
"That we don't know, but we will find out, but I have a feeling it was Donnie Nick's father," Dean said
Jessy hugged me so tight and didn't want to let go. I can tell she thinks she's next to die, and our kids would be without a mother. I will not let Donnie get to my family. Donnie thinks he's slick and thinks he's going to get away with it. I will find him and kill him for killing James and framing Jessy. Donnie, I'm coming for you and there's no running from me. I look at Jessy.
She's happy but sad because reality hit her hard that she will never see her dad again. Our kids didn't get a chance to get to know him. I'm going to get justice for my family. James didn't deserve it. Even though he got my brother kidnapped, I forgave him. James is like a father to me. James will never be forgotten, but he will be missed terribly. We will get justice for James and let him rest in peace.
"I want the person who killed my dad right in front of me because of that person I'm being framed for my dad's death when I didn't pull the trigger," Jessy said
"If anyone wants to help clear my name and bring justice for my dad, please let us know. But full warning, they might arrest you for helping my family, but I promise we will have you out in no time." Jessy said
"We do appreciate you helping us. It means a lot to us, so thank you all for helping." Hope said We all went home and took a shower, ate dinner, and then went, hoping for a better day to come. I woke up early and went to the gym to work out and blow some steam off. I was thinking, why would anyone want to kill my dad and then frame me?