That Side Of Her

Chapter 6- Beat you till you DIE!

"You're going to die just like how your family die."then he laugh while pinning me down in my wounded left hand.

Its hurt like hell but you know what hurts a lot?

Yung ipaalala nya sakin.

How my family died.

How they took them from me.

How they stole the life and chances to live with my dad again.

Every dreams that I made. Every plans. They're all gone.

And now I'm all alone. I felt so terrible. My eyes start to shed tears and by the memories of my family.

"I WILL KILL YOU!!!!"I gathered all my strength and grab him and this time I got him down.

I want to kill him. I strangled his neck with all my strength. I don't bother the pain in my left arm all I want is to kill this man. I punch him hard and hard and hard........... and hard till he bleed.

I stopped and stared at him blood all over his face.

I was breathing hard, sweat on my forehead I took the knife in his hand and put it in his neck and slowly.....slowly...cutting it.

Deepen it.

"I want you to die slowly."I whisper to his ear as I cutting his neck.

"AHHHHHHH.."he groaned. I love hearing those pain.

I love hearing it. The sounds of him suffering feels like a sweet music in my ear.

I slowly move the knife from left to right and see him suffer more in the pain I causing him till I cut his throat. And his LIFE. Done.

I sat down hugging both my legs leaned at the wall. And cried. I suddenly felt so lonely and so tired.

Holding my wounded left arm I walk at the dim lighted hotel hallway. Satisfied but still lonely.

I don't know what to do next.

Sometimes Its too hard to pretend your tough when you really not.

Its too hard to be a person that you're really not.

Its too hard to be something you aren't.

Its too hard to go through this pain.

Even your trying your best to forget but then its just too clear.

How could you stop the pain when everything around you reminds about it.

How are you going to forget that when it was the biggest part of you?

Thinking how my life turned up to be, making me crazy and mad.

This is too much to bear. Too much.

How my life ruined in just a snap.

"WHAT THE HELL! "I jerk up at the guy who suddenly popped out in front of me and yelling like hell.

It was uncle John's friend who called me kid a while a go, back at the restaurant.

"What the hell happened?"He asked. Is he worried? It was written all over his face while staring at my wounded arms.

Oh no way!

I walked pass him.

"Have you killed him already?"he asked while following me. Sounding irritated.

What the fvck is his problem? Me killing that devil?

I faced him wearing my blank expression on my face.

"Yeah."and turn my back again and continued walking.

That jerk.

I'm wondering if he still think I'm a kid for this thing after what I've done to that devil.

I smiled.

A smile of TRIUMPH.