Attitude? Real Rude.

Attitude Real Rude - Book 1.

The Beginning Of some beautiful? Maybe, Maybe not.

Please forgive me and open those doors I once slammed.

Even since I shut those doors I felt damned.

Religion wasn’t in my life no more.

Been regretting ever since fo’sure.

Aint prayed in a long time, so therefore I don’t shine.

I aint blessed, so once again that means I aint the best.

I aint trying, I know I’m failing.

But you don’t see tears coming out my eyes I aint wailing.

In fact I’m sailing. Yeah cause I’m hoping,

Hoping that I get to the shore without choking.

But now I’m dying, cause back in the days I quit trying.

My actions lead me to this.

So when I sit back, yeah, I hate to reminisce.

So please forgive me and open those doors I once slammed.

Yeah, yeah back in the days all I did was jammed.

But now I’m asking for forgiveness and another chance.

Yeah every little thing that I’ll do I’ll advance.

I’m suffocation yeah I see red.

I’m confused, I cant think I’m brain dead.

Wait a minute, hold a second pause …

I’m so pathetic dwelling at my own cause.

Take a step forward, take three back.

I do one good think but yet I slack.

I’m feeling pain real talks.

Wanna start all over again have a new walk.

New ends, new friends.

New life, take a walk away from this strife.

Walk away from the hurt.

Walk so far that I divert.

So I promise, with my conscious.

That I’ll do something useful, something truthful.

Now I’m ground height. When I reach cloud nine I’ll be sky height.

Yeah I do regret, but my mistakes aint a threat.

I’ll just make my future better then my past.

So ya’ll need to watch out cause I aint coming last.’

As soon as she finished the whole crowd went mad applauding and what not. Not going to lie though, cause true say she did go hard in with them bars. She gave the crowd a little wave and walked off stage. The crowd started chanting ‘MORE, MORE, MORE …etc’ but we all knew that she wasn’t going to get back on stage. It was even a surprise she got on stage in the first place. You must be wondering what and who I’m talking about? Well right about now I’m at a concert. Miss Showa Showa’s concert to be exact. Who’s MSS you wonder? Well she’s a UK Female Grime artist that’s really famous for her use of vocabulary. The girl that just walked of the stage however is not MSS, but in fact Showa’s little sister, whom by the way no one knew existed. Not even me. I just found out cause my brother is best friends with MSS.