Intro

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~Authors Notes~ Okay! So here is the first chapter! Now I don't know when I'm gonna be able to update. It will just happen. Hahahaaaaaaa. So with that said HERE'S THE FIRST UPDATE!!!!! <333 THANK YOU FOR READING!

Hi my name is Taylor Tomlinson. I'm almost 18 years old. I'm about to graduate High school. I will finally be out of that horrible place. I'm bullied a lot. I have no friends. I'm just a messed up 17 year old girl.

I don't eat at all really but I'm not anorexic luckily. I cut. Why you may ask? Well when I do I feel relieved it feels. Well. Good. I have tried to commit suicide three times.

My life is just so messed up. My parents divorced when I was eight. The judge gave authority to my so called "dad". Clearly the judge does not know a thing about my dad. He is a alcoholic, abusive, careless, addicted to drugs and just down right horrible!

I have tried to ecape from him many times but failed each time. I have been raped two times by him. He will sell me sometimes to be a "toy" for others. I dont even remember how many times that has happened.

I lost contact with all my old family and friends. I used to live in Ireland when my family was still together. I don't have any siblings.My mom still lives in Ireland. Sadly moved out of our old house so my "dad" couldnt hurt her.

When I moved to Texas I lost the two most greatest friends in the world! Madilen and Niall. I miss those two so much. They were the most amazing friends anyone could have. The night before I left for Texas we all stayed over at my house.

I will never forget the promise we made to eachother. Each of us promised that no matter what we would find eachother and that we would still be best friends. Well sadly I lost contact from them when my dad took my phone and deleted everything off of it.

That was almost nine years ago when we made that promise. I'm sure they have forgotten about me and have moved on. I'm sure they stopped looking for me a long time ago. They may not have even started.

I'm going to get out of here. I am. It will be hard but well worth it. I have to do this. For me, my mom, Madilen and.... Niall.

~Authors notes~

Well what did you think!?!?! Will she make it? Will she get out of there and find Her mom and friends. Will she find the two people that mean the most to her? Stay tuned and you will find out. - Hannah

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