~Authors notes~ okay so if you look at the casting it saw Taylor Swift as Taylor Tomlinson. Taylor swift is just like how I want Taylor Tomlinson to be. Some of her music is gona be in here cause Taylor T writes music so I'm just using Taylor Swift as basically as an example. So like I said DON'T HATE!!!!!!! Okay so here is the first chapter! <3 thank you!!!!
~Taylors POV~
"No dad please stop! Your hurting me!" I finally managed to say while my "dad" punched me right in the stomach. This has been going on for over an hour. I can't breath, my hands are above my head in one of his own hands. Which just makes it easier to hit me. I can't move with his heavy body on top of my own. I'm terrified and I feel myself trying to fall asleep.
"I'M YOUR FATHER DON'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO!" He screamed while slapping me with the back of his hand then punching me in the stomach to knock the wind out of me. I was in so much pain.He finally let go of my hands and got off of me. I immediately curled into a ball to where if he tried hurting me again it wouldn't hurt as much.
"I have to go get some things princess. I will be back in a bit. DON'T do anything stupid! Cause you know what will happen if you do." he with a evil devilish smirk across his face and an evil glint in his eye. He slammed the door shut and as soon as I heard his car pull off the drive way I did my best of getting up. I did my best of walking up the stairs. I fell a couple of times but I finally made it. I went to my room and sat on my bed and just cried.
(for those who didn't read the intro thingie read below)
I used to live in Ireland when my parents were still together. But when my dad started to get abusive my mom wanted a divorce to protect me. Sadly when we went to court my "dad" got custody of me. I screamed and tried running over to my mom but my "dad" grabbed me and tried to settle me down. After that. My "dad" and I moved to Texas.
During the move I lost contact with with the most amazing best friends in the whole wide world. Madilen Payne and Niall Horan. We have known eachother since we were in our mothers tummies. Our parents were great friends! The last time I saw or even heard from them was the night before I left for Texas. We were all having a sleepover at my house.
~Flash back~
"Come on Niall! Your so slow even a turtle can go faster than you!" Madilen and I teased as we ran up the hill that was in my backyard.
"Hey! I'm not that slow! I just- I just like to.. ummmm. Look at the view! Yeah that's it!" He said while bending over trying to catch his breath.
"What view? The view of our butts? Because your so slow thats all you will ever see Horan." I said in between giggles while Madilen was rolling on the ground laughing so hard she had tears in her eyes.
"EWW NO GROSS!!!!!" Niall said in defense while turning his face away to hide a light blush.
"I think our butt's are kinda cute!" Madilen said while looking down at hers then slapping mine. We were such close friends. Yes we were only eight and nine at the time but we will slap each others butts and give each other a hard time no matter what age. We carried on playing without a care in the world. Then when we went back into my house we built a huge fort made out of blankets and pillows! When we were done we crawled in and Niall said.
"We are gonna miss you so much Taylor.... I can't believe your leaving us." he said looking at me with teary eyes.
"I'm gonna miss you guys the most. I cant believe it either but hopefully one day every thing will be okay" I said my voice cracking ever so often.
"lets make a promise to each other that we will no matter what we will look for each other! We won't forget each other and we will stay in touch if possible." Madilen was always smart! No wonder she thought of it! well after that we all held our pinkies out and all shook on it. Later that night we made friendship bracelets and we also promised to never take them off.
~End of Flashback~
I smiled and wiped a few tears away from that memory. I looked down to my wrist and saw that same little bracelet we made that same night. We all had matching ones just different colored string to hold the bracelet together. They all said "N+M+T" From oldest to youngest. We argued forever about the order. Niall finally won so we put them from oldest to youngest. I always wonder where they are in life now. I then got an idea. I grabbed a suitcase and started filling it up with the few clothes and belongings i had. I got my phone out. I have hid it for so many years I'm lucky I still have it. I purchased an airplane to Mullingar Ireland and finished packing. I then went down stairs and to the front door. I poked my head out and made sure that my "dad" wasn't here. The coast was clear so I placed the suitcase behind a tall bush and made sure it was covered completely so my "dad" couldn't see it. I then went back in the house locked the door and went up stairs.
"Tomorrow I will make a run for it. After school while "dad" is running errands I will run and never look back." I sat down on my bed but a noise caught my attention. I walked over to my very small window and looked out. Out there on a tree was a beautiful bird. It looked so happy and free.
"I will be as free as a bird" A sound of a car door closing caught my attention. I looked back out the window and saw that he was back. I limped back down as fast as I could down the stairs and back to where he last left me. I heard the doorknob jiggle and then the door opened then walked in my abusive and careless father. He doesn't even deserve to be called a father! Or anything father related!
I saw him walk into the kitchen and place some bags down. He then walked over to me put an evil grin on his face grabbed my arm and yanked me up.
"Hey princess. How about you go upstairs to your room and sleep. Tomorrow is going to be very long." He said with that same grin plastered on his face and pushed me towards the stairs. I caught myself before I hit my head on the railing.
"O-Ok-k-ay" I said before I limped up the stairs and into my room. I sat on my bed and saw the same little bird hopping from branch to branch be happy and free. I couldn't help but smile.
"Tomorrow will be the day. I will be free if it is the last thing I do." I said before laying my head on my hard pillow and falling asleep.
~Authors notes~ So what did you think!?!?!?!?! That was the first chapter! I hope you liked it! Thanks for reading this! It means so much! Now PLEASE spread the word! Share, Vote, Comment, Add and Follow! Thanks! <3 - Hannah
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Finding Hope (A Niall Horan fanfic)
Fiksi PenggemarHi my name is Taylor Tomlinson. I am abused by my father and bullied at my school. I used to live in Ireland when my family was still together. When my parents divorced My dad got custody. I was scared and have been with him and separated from my fa...
