𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝓂𝑒 (Chanlix)

18

"They took pictures?" He asks. "Yes, and I think their going to show everyone" I reply. "Oh god" he sighed. "Yep but let's not worry about that" I say with a small smile. "I'm hungry channie" he said. "Wanna go out?" I ask. "As friends" he replied. I wish we weren't friends though, only if he knew. "Sure come on" I say getting up, and walking towards the door. "Okay I'll lock the door" he said locking the door. "Thanks" I say as we walk to a restaurant close by. "Your welcome channie" he thanks while he walks into the restaurant. "Yep I know" I replied walking behind him. "Oh shit jacob is here with a girl" he says sticking to me. "Don't worry I'm your fake boyfriend right?" I asked. "Yes But only when he's around or looking at us" he replied. "Hello ma'am can we have a seat" I say to the receptionist. "Yes sir I'll get you one right away!" She said while we walk to the table. "Thank you ma'am!" I thanked her before we sat down. "So how did you feel about practice?" I ask trying to stir up a conversation. "I felt great also why are you asking" he replied. "Because he's looking at us" I say. "Oh shit" he muttered. "Do you have an idea?" I ask. "Kinda but I don't know if you would like it......" he replied. "Just show me-" I say before he kissed me. "That was your idea!?" I said shocked. "Duh dummy!" He says as he pulls away blushing. "Your face is red" I noticed. "I-I know!" He says looking away. "Lix look at me" I said calmly so he looks at me. "Yeah?" He replied. "Did you like it?" I ask him. "Y-yes........." He mutters so I can't hear him. "What did you say" I say leaning close to him. "I said yes" he replied. "So you did like it" I say kissing him. "Y-yes" he said pulling away. "Hello what would you guys like to order?" The waiter asked. "Can I have a rice cake?" He replied. "I'm not hungry ma'am" I say before the waiter left. "Are you really not hungry?" He asks. "Yep!" I replied wrapping my arms around him. "Are you sure" he says while I pull him into my lap. "Yes lix I'm sure" I said pulling him into a soft kiss. "Can you stop with the kisses?" He asks. "Nope!" I replied smiling. "Sir your rice cake is here" the waiter said putting the plate down in front of him. "Thank you ma'am" he says. "You guys look like a very cute couple" she commented. "We're not-" he  started but I cut him off. "Thank ma'am" I thanked her. "Your welcome sir" she says walking off. "I- why did you say that!?" He asked shocked. "First of all your on my lap, and second of all I've been kissing you" I replied. "Your not wrong" he says kissing me. "You miss my lips that much?" I ask while smirking. "Oh hush, and let me eat!" He replied taking a bite. "Let me just" I said while I kissed him. "hey you could've asked for some!" He says smacking me. "Don't do that to your boyfriend" I said because jacob was starring. "Jacob is starring at us" he guessed. "Yep, and now let me have a bite please" I asked. "This is why you didn't order right" he replied giving me a bite. "Thank you baby" I said. "Jacob is still starring right?" He asked. "Yes" I replied. "When will he stop" he wondered. "Yeah when will he stop looking" I agreed. "It's like you with cuddles" he said. "How?" I asked. "Because you always want cuddles when I don't want them" he explained. "Yeah it is kinda" I admitted. "Kinda!? It's all the time because when we get to the dorm the first thing you want is cuddles so I can't eat! All I can do is sleep which is good but half the time I don't wanna!" He complained. "Oh...." I said looking down. "Channie?" He asked. "I'll go pay right quick" I replied walking to the receptionist. "Hello ma'am I came to pay" I say to the receptionist. "Okay your total will be 6.78" she said. "Here you go ma'am" I say giving her the money. "Thank you sir have a great day" she said as I walk to our table. "Come on let's go" I say grabbing felix's hand. "What's wrong channie?" He asks while we walk to our dorm. "Nothing" I replied unlocking the door. "No somethings wrong come here" he gestured me to sit down next to him. "Nothing's wrong lix" I said as I sit down next to him. "Stop trying to act like nothing's wrong!" He says worried. "Why do you care?" I ask while I start to cry. "Because I love you!" He replied pulling me into a soft kiss. "I-I..." I stutter. "I love your hugs, I love your cuddles, I love your smile, I love your voice, I love you" he admitted. "I-Im s-sorry" I say walking out of the dorm...

~felix~

Why did he leave? Does he hate me? Why did I do that? "Chan...." I mutter while going into his room so I can borrow one of his hoodies. "Where is he going?" I mutter again as I put on his hoodie, and I lay down on his bed while I start to cry. "Why do I love him....." I ask myself. "Why did I do that.....he probably hates me..." I mutter again. "I should get some sleep" I say falling asleep.

(In his dream)

"YOU KNEW I NEVER LIKED YOU!" He yells at me. "S-stop p-please!" I feel tears running down my face. "I SHOULD JUST STAY AWAY FROM YOU! YOU UGLY MONSTER!" he yells while he smacks me. "P-Please I-I didn't a-ask for t-this!" I stutter. "I DON'T CARE!" He yells hitting me harder. "S-Stop!" I try to say. "NO YOU DESERVE THIS!" He yells hitting me again. "STOP!" I yell back. "DID YOU JUST YELL AT ME!?" he yells louder. "N-No...." I mutter. "ADMIT IT!" he screams at me. "I-I d-did" I admitted. "YOU SHOULD JUST GO TO HELL!" He yells while he smacks me again.

(End of dream)

I woke up, and I open my eyes.....