Vicious Best Friend

21. Zain

This is difficult . Sometimes I feel like I'm going to kill myself because of the inner pressure building up in my mind and body . Somtimes when I see pics of her chilling with others having completely forgotten about me .

Isn't it what you wanted asshole ?

I curb the inner voice of me because I know I asked her for it. I was the one to walk away but I didn't want them to force her into kavish's arms .

My blood boils on the thought even. I considered him like my elder brother but now I want to kill him . Although there is a lot of anger building inside me . I've been wanting to kill someone badly but I didn't do it . I've tried to change myself all these months . The only time I lost my cool was when I caught someone in our team guilty of cyber Bullying. I could just see coco and her tear filled eyes so I lost it .

Now when she's standing in front of me dressed like an angel , I just want to go back to how it was , how we were but then I still know that will only bring pain for her and tears in her eyes .

"Don't tell me to do these kind of things again . It was so difficult to find orchids " I give the bouquet to my mom but Ishani intertwines her arm with me .

"You know how difficult it is to walk in this thing, please help me " she looks at me with puppy eyes and I tilt my head to the side .

"Fine "

"Wait " she takes a step back "Don't even think of lifting me , I don't want a wardrobe malfunction "

She's such a cartoon .

"Ye ladki bhi na " my mom laughs .

"Wait " I go behind her and wrap my arms on her mid section to lift her up .

"Don't break anything , the girl is precious " my mum walks away with her flowers.

"Who told you to wear such difficult clothes " I whisper as the other girls including inayat walk upstairs to see Zara .

"Stupid---stupid " she slaps her tiny palms on my hands as I land her on the ground .
"What ?" I question.

"You were not supposed to come and lift me crazy guy , the thing you were supposed to say is no,Ishu I can't but if anyone else wants that help I can do it "

"Ohh, right smarty pants "

"Ulta usko gussa dila diya bevkuf " she speaks settling her clothes.

"Everyone knows you are like a little sister to me "

"Huh! You are unbelievable" she slaps a palm on my chest "make Everything alright before I break your bones"

"And how will you do that " I hold her hand " with this tiny thing?"

"I have my ways" she storms away and it will take a few months for her to walk up the stairs .

When I start to stroll out of the house Shivay and Shruti are getting out of a black Rolls-Royce.

"Hii" shivay greets me with a side hug .

"When did you two come so close" shruti questions .

"Go help your friend" shivay speaks when he sees ishani's struggle.

"Ohh my God how beautiful" shruti speaks rushing towards her .

"Did you clear you mind ? " shivay voices as we walk inside .

"About "

"About you and inayat obviously " he smiles . He's very different when you come to know him personally. From far away he seems nothing less than a ruthless devil .

"I have no idea , I just don't wanna hurt her "

"Well, I think that's exactly what you've been doing all this time Zain . If you decide to break the friendzone then go all in , you can't end up loosing both a friend and your love . If you weren't sure then you should have kept her as a friend but you took a step ahead . Hence there is no going back unless you want to loose her forever "
He always is right.

"How do you know so much " I question and he smiles shaking his head lightly.

"You see that girl " he points towards shruti who is struggling with Ishani on the stairs " she had been my friend since I was four and she was one "

"Ohh, I didn't know that "

"It has been hell of a ride because she didn't want to let go the friend and " his smile widens "I wanted all of her "

"You think I can still give it a try"

"You already did and fucked it all up now you just need to make ammends , she really loves you we all know that."

My heart literally flutters . We both turn towards the front door from where Kiaan Raghuvanshi walks in with his brother and a few other guys .

"What is he doing here " shivay questions.

"Big names in mafia world " I speak looking at him walking further inside .

"Come on " I take him towards Archit's room .

When we walk inside he is taking a shower while kavish is lying on his bed with his coat lying on a couch . Devansh and Abhimanyu are both bickering about something .

I pick up a scissor from the table and cut the sleeves of kavish's blazer .

"What the fuck did you do " he gets up and I throw it at his face "now you'll look better " I smirk .

"Vengeful bitch " he snarls .

"And you are a Bloody traitor"

"Can you guys stop it " archit walks out of the shower in a bathrob.

"Our bride is here " I chuckle and he throws a wet towel at my face .

"For bride's maid" he smirks.

"Zain " my mom calls and I walk outside .

"Mama's boy " kavish comments and I'm seriously going to rip his toungue out .

"There is this bag " she speaks and I listen to her instructions carefully "in Zara's room , I've kept the rings in it . You'll find it inside the cupboard . Zara will tell you "
She speaks and I instanly turn to bring it but she stops me "ohh wait ,the girls are getting ready there . I'll send someone else."

"No ---I can go ,don't worry I'll knock " I smile and sprint away.

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Translations -:

Ye ladki bhi na
(This girl ! )

Ulta usko gussa dila diya bevkuf
(You made her angry on the contrary, stupid )